All eyes on me

Chapter two

Chapter two

After that kiss, my mind went blank. All I could see was him, I could only feel him. Everything about him was running through my mind. That moment I knew I was living a fairy tale, I’ve been reading so many romantic books, because I usually don’t have anything to do. I don’t have any friend, don’t have a life, there’s nothing left for me to do before I move again.

I could feel my heart beat so hard, and fast. That I thought that Joshua was going to say something about it. But he just looked at me, he didn’t smile, just was standing there, no expression on his face, which was worrying me..

He trundled around and walked away from me, I was starting to go after him, in till I felt to muscular hands grabs. I turned and saw two of the football players holding me back. They just started laughing at me, and then I realized we were still in the gym, at the assembly and that everyone was watching everything that was going on,

I saw people holding out there phones and laughing at me, because my best friend who I’ve been in love with since we were kids just kissed me. They all new he wasn’t my first kiss, because my ex boyfriend Nick, recorded us having sex for the first time for the both of us. I had no idea that he put a video camera in the closet pointed right on us. He got every little detail, when I was taking off my clothes, to how much it hurt the very first time, and then when he slapped me, and I cried.

Which I don’t know how everyone in my whole school got it, even the teachers. I don’t know what to do anymore, I cant even leave because two guys are holding me back. The love of my life is about to do something to me, and I don’t even know if he wants to do this to me or not?

I guess he does since he’s doing this, I can’t believe of all people he would be the one doing this. And if this is like some romance novel I always read in the books, then he wouldn’t be the one doing this to me, and that he would be the one saving me right now. But I guess none of that’s going to happen. So why not just take what he’s about to do, just so all of it would be over with already.

Joshua, was standing there holding something in his hand, I couldn’t make out what it was. But one of the other football players yelled out “JUST HIT HER WITH IT ALREADY!” The crowed agreed with him for some reason.

I was struggling to move to Joshua, to tell him not to do all of this or any of it. But Joshua, stood there holding the water balloon and then…

Then through the water balloon at me in my stomach, and yelled; “this is what you get for saying I love you to me and then going off and having sex with some fucking jack ass named Nick!” I was so humiliated, that I started to cry. I could see Nick biting his lip, his eyes filling with tears, then walked away… He didn’t even want to watch what came out of the balloon….