Captured By Her Eyes [✔]

»𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 - 20«

“I do not blame you, but I want you to understand how your actions affected me.”

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Like a flash of light in the darkness
He pulls me over

As if I’m bewitched
Desire rise from deep in my heart

My possibility right now is like Dynamite

I’m forgetting myself,
Drunk with desire

Going up, step by step
Looking for what I want.

I want to express myself to him
I want to open my heart to him.

But I'm afraid.
Afraid that I'll scare him away.

At this point I am confused
What should I do? 
Please tell me!

Shall I sing my heart
That I scribbled down
With awkward words?

I don't know what to do.
I just know that he colors
My heart
Even without doing anything.

Even if this is just me
Being a hopeless romantic,
I just want him to know that,

'Just like that beautiful night sky,
He makes me feel new.
Alive.

I want him to believe me,
I want him to believe
That I’m in love with him.

I want him to know that
Even if my heart
Comes crashing down,
I'll love him. 

I’ll always be by his side.
Always and forever.'

That's what I want to say to him.
But at the same time, I'm afraid.
Afraid of his rejection.

Please tell me what I should do.
Please guide me.

Because as time passes by,
It's getting harder to keep all this to myself.

Closing her diary, Azeen looked at the clock. It was 11 pm but sleep was far from her eyes. She was missing him. Terribly. Fawad already called her informing her that he won't be able to get back home tonight.