she is called Different

chapter 5

Sethen smiles and says "shes right here. You need her ?
"Yeah i do" dylan says with a confused look on his face. I look up and just walk to Dylan as Dylan and I walk away i look back to see if hes looking and he looks at me with a big smile and wave " see yeah later." I wave back as to say the same. While Dylan and I are walking down the hall . He was quiet for a while until he said "what were you guys talking about ." I replied oh he was just asking me about my name and stuff thats all. "Hmm" he says then he says ok . We went to lunch and while i walked into the cafeteria people look at me as always. SPLAT  I look at my shirt and I see food on me and thats when everyone starts to laugh . I look up and run out the cafeteria not even looking back . As im running down the hall I see Sethen I didnt want him to see me like this so i ran into the bathroom . I start to cry because something always happens if its picking on me meesing up my stuff throwing stuff at me ANYTHING i turn on the sink let the water run for while until it gets warm. I let the water fill up in my hands and wet the spot on my shirt that is dirty then i take my backpack off my back and pull out a bag and it has a new shirt in it then i put the dirty in the bag and put it in my backpack then i put it down and as i lift up.my shirt to take it off the worse thing happens to me ..i get stuck i struggle to take off my shirt i hear the door open i try to hide but then a something touch me . It felt like a hand they pause for a second . Then lift up my shirt I put my head down and sat on the floor as fast as i can and cover myself and before I can look up I heard a voice and my eyes opened wide because I reconized that voice I slowly look up and it was ....Dylan he looks red and calm at the same time . He pulls out his hand and helped me up . "What are you doing in hear" i whisper with a shocked voice . He said 'i figured you would be in here now hurry up i cant be in here ." I gives me my shirt and I said thank you and when I look up at him he smiles but with a sorrow face . "Oh my gosh Dylan your lip . He turns his head and says "dont worry about it its ok ." I yell NO  its not , now come over here!" He comes to me slowly and stand face to face to me that were like 3 inches away from each other . I grab a wet napkin and look up at him and and look into him eyes . His eyes are so beautiful its like clear blue water . I cant see my reflection in his eyes i lift up my hand and put the wet napkin towards his wound . " OUCH . " im sorry i whisper. He looks down at me with a half smile. Then ...we got closer until I hear someone out on the other side of the bathroom door . I grab Dylan and run to the stall that didnt work and Dylan jumped on the toilet seat and so did I . I was pretty tight especially how Dylan was leaning on me . We were chest to chest and looking and at each other and giggling to but then we stopped . Someone walked in . I had no idea who it was but then I realized it was more then one person . It sound like a group of girls and they said " cant you believe Dylan beat up jake like how could he ." Another voice was like " yeah but that was hot like did you see Dylan he looks all manly and hes really hot ." another voice replied " right I dont know why hes calls with that girl.. whats her name oh yeah different like she does not deserve him then the same voice that I heard replied " yeah i know right i think hes always with her because he feels bad . " They all laugh and walk out the bathroom . I slammed through the bathroom door furious i didnt want to do this anymore . I started to cry because i know i cant do anything about it and it will always stay like this Dylan grabbed my  shoulder and then i tugged his hand away and i turned around really fast and i cried out is that why your alwayd with me ! Did you really even want to be my friend ! He doesnt say a word . Until he said you really think that of me dont you ? I didnt say anything . He turns away and grabs his backpack and walks out the bathroom leaving me shocked . I started to cry once again because I dont know what to do abymore Im not even thinking. straight . I feel so bad just doing that to him becasue if he really wanted to leave he would but ....he didnt