Silent tears

first Nightmare

Y/n pov.
I was in complete shock. My mom never act like this before.

YOU ARE NOT GOING ANYWHERE. JUST STAY HERE AND COMPLETE YOUR STUDIES...GOT IT!!  She yelled at me.

Why not mom!!?  I yelled back...not knowing that It was my first time counter questioning and yelling at the mom...

Because I say so!!..she yelled back

U know what!! U will never gonna let me enjoy myself in my life..everyone hangs out with their family..go to a restaurant but u never let me go anywhere!!...U simply just don't want me to be happy in my life...

my tone was surprisingly calm. I rushed towards my room...and didn't know that I was stepping onto the broken glass. I don't care If I get injured because I was already broken inside. All I just want is to go somewhere else where no one can stop me from anything. This is my first time demanding something from my mom in my whole life..why is she against my will...!!
I didn't know when I fell asleep but when I get up I feel my mom's hand wrapped around me..she was hugging me. At that moment I felt relieved.

My throat was swallowed and it burns slightly. My visions were blurred and my eyelid was heavy. Overall I was not feeling well. I got up from my bed because I was thirsty but ended up slamming on the floor because my feet were injured. A sudden moan let out from my mouth and it was enough for my mom to get up and bring me back to my bed at the speed of light...

I believe!!

Are u okay!?...mom ask me in a worried tone.
Hmmm... I mumbled

Honey all I want is ur safety. I want u to be safe. u are my only daughter and my only precious thing. I just don't want u to get hurt by someone...plz understand it !!

I don't know if I was listening to her or not but...

I laid my head on my mom's lap and start crying. letting out all emotions which were stuck in my body for a long time.
And after few seconds I was in deep sleep.

(Nightmare started)

Father!!... I mumbled.
Sweetie. I will sacrifice everything for u and your safety. I love u and I will love u always.
That was my dad's words..and it was full of sadness and sorrow.

And suddenly I saw a man pointing a gun towards dad.

Dad!!! I scream
Suddenly, I hear a gunshot and then saw my dad lying on the floor...Lifeless.

I feel like my life has been ended. I run towards dad lifeless body. I want to scream but I can't, I want to cry but I can't, there was something who is stopping me from doing such I continued running towards dad but I can't reach towards him. I was continuously running but can't reach my dad's body.
I was clueless why I didn't make it..suddenly I saw a man heading towards my dad. He was different from the previous one who shoot my dad. I saw his manly figure which was build-up nicely. And then I saw him sitting near my dad and continuously screaming my dad's name. Suddenly, he lifts his head and I was shocked to see him crying. His eyes were full of tears and were became red. Then I saw his eye color which was slightly blue with some grey touch in it. His eyes color was indeed beautiful. I just don't realize that we were eye contacting the whole time. I can see the anger and sadness in his eyes. But suddenly I hear another gunshot and everything near me went dark. I screamed at the top of my lungs.
And suddenly I hear my mom's voice which was full of sorrow. Like he was again unable to protect me.

Y/n!!!!...my mom screamed.
I got up immediately and realize that it was just a nightmare. I was in my bed the whole time. I was sweating and my body was broken I feel slight pain in my head and my eyes were red.

Are u okay??..my mom asked me in a worried tone...and gave me some water.
I immediately drank a whole glass of water and then leaned on my mom's chest.

Mom!!.. I am scared!!.. That is all that I manage to utter in that situation.

Don't be scared darling I am here with u..everything will be fine.

Mom..can u bring me some snacks. I am hungry...I said while pouting.
Mom smiled at me and peck my cheek and get up from bed towards the kitchen to bring some snacks for me...

I was not hungry at that time. all I want is to be alone but I didn't tell mom to leave me because I think she will get hurt.
I started to rethink the unusual dream. It was my first time being scared in my dream..and it was indeed terrible.
I didn't tell mom about my dream because I know that she will get worried about me.

That was the first time I get a bad dream but unlucky not last. I saw the same dream every night ..can u imagine seeing ur dad killed in front of u and then suddenly a man appeared that u didn't know who he is every night...it was so painful and I got scared every time I see this dream..or I call it a Nightmare!!

I was curious about the man that appears every time in my dream. Why did he scream my dad's name??..why he was so sad??.is there any relationship between him and dad??..
I questioned myself the whole time but unluckily didn't get the answer.😔

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