Untouched Love

i love you

Hello!!! I hope y'all enjoy this is a short chapter sorry for that!!!!

This is my first book, I really hope people like it, I want people to feel everything each character does, JUST ENJOY OKAY!!! <33

[. Paulina .]

I love you. I stare at her while thoughts are flooding my mind, all over her. I love her so much just as she is. I love her so much It might just kill me. I love her so much I feel like I'm gonna explode. I love her so much I can't contain it. I think I'm falling in love or I've been falling in love for a very long time, maybe I've already fallen, I don't know But I do know it's a very unexplainable feeling and it's very intense, I feel like it's going to make me go insane. As I stare at her it's like the world has stopped, she smiles at me, I love her smile it's so bright it makes me nervous, just her presence makes my knees weak god she's so perfect. She is such a kind-hearted person and cares too much, it seems like her world is on the verge of collapsing or it has. She's trying her best but no one notices but I do. I wish I could just hold her forever, her warmth is so comforting.

I look as the sun hits her hair, I love when she asks me to do her hair, it's so soft, oh her hair it's so pretty. She grabs my hands, her hands are so delicate, when they touch me it's like every nerve in my body feels electric. I snap out of it as she says my name, "Pau? Are you listening to me?!" I quickly look away from her, "Can you not look at me like that JJ", she stares deeper into my eyes as I try to look away, it's like she was inspecting me. "You were the one staring at me, and you spaced out while I was talk about Mr.Luciano." I start to laugh, she seems to have a thing for teachers, "Hey what's so funny this is-?"she says as mid-sentence I grab her wrist and drag her to the next class. Sometimes I feel like her mom. Jeez.

[time passes and school ends]

"Finally I'm home god", I sit at my desk, it looks like it's been through hell and back, one of the legs are broken and the paint is basically off, but I rest my head on it. "Pau" races through my mind, each time she speaks it's as my heart beats faster. I love when she says my name, I just want HER to say it, when she says it, it's like no one else can but her. "Pau, promise me you won't leave me like everyone else did". The memory came back, it's such a horrific memory, and I put her through that, it was my fault, I just want to make her happy, I would hurt anyone who would ever hurt her, and I'd hate myself if I ever do. Oh, I remember those eyes, her eyes, when they looked into mine they seemed to soften, it was such a bad situation but still she managed to be, her. She makes me feel safe so I'll protect her forever. I wish she knew how much I love her so.

"PAULINA!!" I jumped out of my chair so quickly that the force made me fall back and my desk collapse, "great." I get up and shuffle everything to the right to make a pathway to my door, just as I reach at my door handle it opens, JJ stares at me on the other side of the doorway, "Pau, you need to be quicker I stood outside for so long, so I walked in myself" I stare at the mess next to me "you do see that right?", JJ notices and walks past me, my heart skips, she's picking it up for me, I smile softly. "J, don't, i can do it myself", she stares at me "you need a new one and, just say thank you".

We picked the mess up and now I'm here with her on my lap. We went outside onto the trampoline to stare at the moon, it's full today so it's pretty. I look down at her, she looks like she's fallen asleep, the street lights flicker and I can hear pure silence but the crickets and my racing heart. She's so beautiful, even the way her hair lays on her face when she sleeps is everything. I tuck her hair behind her ear and stare at her, "how can a person be so perfect". We were supposed to work on a project, but instead, she helped me, she always seems to help me, I feel pathetic, I should be doing that not her, I don't deserve it or her. I look up at the moon, breathe and I grab her and carry her inside.

[3:45 AM]
[. JJ .]
I wake up as I feel her wrap her hands around my waist, I feel goosebumps race all over my body. She's asleep, she does this each time I sleep over, I don't think she notices, I turn around and giggle, she's so cute. I stop myself, when I say that I mean in a platonic way, of course, I mean she's my best friend, and I don't go that way. I stare at her then all of a sudden I'm pulled into her chest, I lay there face to chest, held by her. My heart races, I don't need to overthink this, it's just friendly love, I do know she is lesbian but she'd never think of me that way, doesn't matter because again, I'm straight. I do feel safe in her arms, "I love you", I hear her say under her breath but still asleep, I wonder what she's dreaming about.

THATS THE END OF THIS CHAPTER I KNOW SHORT BUT DONT WORRY THE REST WONT BE THIS SHORT I HOPE YALL LIKED <333