this is just a book about nct members getting sick, hurt, sad, etc. im also a beginner in writing stories so please expect some grammarly mistakes and not very detailed paragraphs. again, this is just for fun. im not shipping any of the idols also...
sickness: hate warning: lapslock word count: 1255 unit: nct u
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getting a massive amount of hate is not what you would want to wake up to every single day. as for sungchan, he despised (hated) waking up to getting hate thrown at him. unfortunately, today was the day he woke up to getting a massive amount of hate.
the last time he's received a lot of hate being thrown at him, he cried for days until one of the members found out. well, the only reason he cried for days was because he has been getting hate thrown at him for days. he didn't wanna seem like a dramatic person so he tried his best to hide his feelings. especially when he and the other members would go on vlive, he would always seem negative comments about him but tried his best to ignore it.
the other members would always tell him to ignore the hate, but how exactly can you ignore hate being thrown at you every single day? it's hard to handle that, especially for sungchan. though, usually when sungchan gets hate, he usually doesn't eat as much or hydrate as much either. he would also like to be alone and away from the members. that's usually how the members would always find out that he's been getting hate.
when sungchan woke up, he checked his phone to see any recent messages. he hoped to have a fun, relaxed day with the members after practice but that didn't really go as he planned it. he checked his phone and saw many twitter and instagram notifications. not knowing what they were, he opens instagram first. there, he was met with a lot of hate posts about him. he scrolled through his feed and was met with a lot of negative posts.
sungchan began to tear up before closing the app. he knew it was a bad idea to check twitter since he would obviously be met with the same posts, but he decided to open twitter anyways. then again, he was met with a lot of people saying negative things about him. he then started to burst out into tears.
he cried and cried until he heard footsteps walking towards his door. he quickly wiped his tears before someone opened his door. "hey sungchan, come out to eat. breakfast is ready!" ten exclaimed, not noticing how red sungchans eyes were. "thanks hyung, i'll come out in a few." sungchan muttered, acting like he just woke up. after ten left, sungchan decided to get ready. he brushed his teeth and washed his face. since him and the members are gonna be practicing today, he put on a nice comfy outfit that's still suitable for dancing. he then walked out to the kitchen.
"hyung, what did you make?" sungchan asked. "i made pancakes, come eat. we have to leave for practice soon, the other members are getting ready." ten replied, already setting a plate of pancakes on the table. "ah okay." sungchan responded, on his way to sit at the table.
a few minutes later, sungchan began to lost his appetite for eating. he had 1 more pancake left to finish but he just couldn't seem to finish it all. "i'm full.." he mumbled to himself. he waited until ten wasn't looking at him and threw away his plate.
"did you finish already?" ten queried. sungchan nodded slightly. he didn't want to lie to ten but he also didn't wanna say that he didn't finish his food because then ten would be concerned, since sungchan would always finish his breakfast.
20 minutes later, all the members finished packing up and getting ready for practice. "are we all ready?" winwin asked, looking at all the members. all the members nodded expect for sungchan who wasn't paying attention and was on his phone. "sungchan! get off your phone, please. are you ready?" winwin spoke out, making sure the youngest heard him. "i'm ready, sorry.." sungchan spoke softly. "okay since everyone's ready, let's all get into the van." winwin requested while being the first to walk out of the door.
they then made it to the studio and set everything down. winwin took out his speaker and placed it down. "everyone get into your positions!" winwin yelled out while turning on the music. all the members quickly got into their positions and started practicing. though, during practice, all sungchan could think about was the hate comments he's seen this morning. he couldn't seem to take his mind off it.
"sungchan, pay attention!" mark spoke out. sungchan immediately snapped out of his thoughts and closely payed attention to what he was doing and what the other members were doing.
a minute later, sungchan lost his focus again and wasn't paying attention to his movements, which caused him to run into winwin. mark immediately stopped the music and the members gathered around sungchan and winwin. "are you guys okay? sungchan, please focus." jeno insisted. "sorry again...i was just thinking about something and i guess i wasn't paying attention to what i was doing." sungchan apologized softly.
"okay well whatever you're thinking about, please leave it out of your head until practice is over. you need to focus, sungchan." ten joined in on the small conversation.
after the small incident, everyone started to get back into their positions and finish the practice.
"great practice everyone!" winwin spoke out. however, sungchan got back into his thoughts. he just couldn't stop thinking about those negative comments he was met with this morning. he started zoning out just thinking about them. he's usually never like this when he receives hate comments, he normally doesn't think about them all day. but i guess today, those hate comments really got to him.
"sungchan? what are you thinking about?" mark spoke while snapping his fingers. the youngest immediately snapped out of his thoughts and faced towards mark. "i'm just...not feeling the best today, i guess." sungchan mumbled. "why so? is something bothering you, did anything happen this morning?" mark replied, softening his voice. "i..." sungchan stuttered. "it's okay, you can tell me. if you want to, that's fine also." mark said while stroking sungchans hair.
the youngest began to tear up, he couldn't find the proper words to explain what exactly happen this morning. he didn't wanna say that he suddenly just started reading hate comments. "hey hey, it's okay. what's wrong?" mark questioned, pulling sungchan into a hug. this action also made the other members concerned also. everyone started to gather around sungchan and mark. "sungchan, what's wrong?" haechan asked softly. "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry..." sungchan sobbed. "hey, there's no need to feel sorry, what are you sorry for?" winwin queried.
"i just.." sungchan mumbled. "take it slowly, breath in and out." mark insisted while still hugging the youngest. "this morning, i saw many hate comments about me..." sungchan finally explained. "ever since then, i haven't been feeling myself today..." the youngest continued while still sobbing.
"it's okay sungchan..i promise, those hate comments are not true and those people are just jealous. i mean look at you, you're literally so pretty and talented. your dance moves are smooth, your vocals are amazing, and your rapping is beautiful." haechan briefly spoke out, reminding the youngest that he's way more than he think he is.
"do you...really think that?" sungchan questioned, wiping his tears. all the members smiled and nodded to the youngest.
"yes sungchan, we really think that. you're much more than you think you are."
