Broken Without You (COMPLETED)

Chapter 66

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I wish you could know how my heart goes calm when you are with me❤

I wish you could know that you are the warmth needed for my cold soul❤

I wish you could know that you are the colourful rainbow for my pale life❤

I wish you could know how much I love you❤

I wish I could see you...hear you❤

I wish you could be with me forever and ever❤

I wish all these wishes come true❤

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You are in the sunrise
You are in the sunset
You are in the blues of the sea
You are in the river that merges into an ocean
You are in the voice of the wind
You are in the silence of the night

You are in my breath
You are in my eyes
You are in my dreams
You are in my thoughts 
You are everywhere around me
You are everywhere in me❤

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Going to the next page I noticed the page being crinkled and at some points the stain was scattered making the words a little blur...

The thing that caught my attention was the big round blotted impressions on the page...

What was that??

Some kind of water stain??

Tear stains??

He cried while writing this part??

I am tired of being an unprofessional poet...tired of putting my love in words...

I want to be verbal...but I am unable to do that

And you know what is the biggest pain that someone can go through...

Having so much inside you but not having any slightest clue to pour it out...

I am dying to pour my heart out...but I don't know how to do it...

Nothing is helping me...

Neither those sleeping pills nor the wall which is getting hit by my knuckles now and then and has turned red with my blood

Neither these words are helping me nor this continuous water flowing from my eyes...

Nothing is in my favour...

The more I am wiping...the more it is flooding through my eyes...

But I am feeling so much pain right here in my heart...this pain is unbearable...I feel like it's bleeding so badly that instead of blood it's oozing out in form of this uncontrollable tears

Why life is so cruel to me??

Why the hell its playing such shit games with me??

Don't I deserve to be happy??

Don't I deserve to be loved??

Why the stone monument fondly called God has no mercy towards me??

Why he has to send a person in my life who can never stay forever??

Why he has made my life a living hell that no one could stay with me for more than a little while??