tsukihina

Chapter 18

Shoyo's POV

I had finally calmed down after an hour or so, and I could now fully control my body I couldn't recall why I truly broke down, but I know no, I felt like I'm missing someone..

Were they telling the truth?

Are my memories fading whenever I was separated to that person?

Do I truly had a mate?

*knock* I looked up, I didn't realised I stared at the floor for god knows how long but my attention is now towards my three older brothers

"shoyo we decided to let tsukishima know"
Bokuto was the first one to spoke, I was still processing the fact that I was kei's mate and I had only met him this morning...

From what I remembered anyways

"...is it truly okay?..I mean what will he think, what would happened if he finally knows the truth, his supposed fated mate has absolutely no recollection of them whatsoever"

I felt like crying again

"how would he ever accept me..?"
I let the tears pour down my face, all my brothers came to my side and comforted me

Kenma was the one on my left as he pat my head I rest my head on his shoulder sobbing a bit,

"I know you might be very overwhelmed by all the stuff that we put on you, I'm sorry for putting it all out so bluntly, I should've considered what you'd feel" oikawa San rubbed my back

I nodded a little,and whimpered slightly

I wished I wasn't an hinata descendant..then maybe...maybe I would be able to be with him

Tsukishima' s POV

I may have been overthinking somethings, but I'm certain somethings not right

I've had this feeling for a while, even before I met shoyo

I've been having this feeling for a very long time

"ugh!. Where have this all started!?" I grip my hair in frustration, I didn't even noticed I released a low growl

Wait...where, did it all started..?

My eyes widen as I sat down on the coach

"...come to think of it..there are only vague parts of my memories, I could only recall a few of my childhood..."

I try to recall what seems like a missing part of my life, but after a few minutes of trying, I ended up blank

Now that I notice it, if I am completely honest. I couldn't even remember taking any picture when I was around primary, all those pictures in our old house are unknown to me

As I think this through I heard a knock from the front door

As I was about to open the door I could already smell who's on the other side

I got hesitant, but mastered enough strength to open the door

"tsukishima we need to talk its...important"

All I did was nod and stood aside so they could go inside

I saw shoyo whimpering slightly, all my inner alpha was telling me is comfort him, calm him down

I sigh and start releasing my scent, hopefully that could ease him up a bit and hopefully as so my inner alpha

I lead them to my living room

And I could sense the tension, not just that, the smell around us is just foul

I scrunch my nose a bit