𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐏𝐎𝐎𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔| 𝐋𝐊

chapter 14

jungkook POV

I am now sitting on a bench on the roof top....
good thing lisa comforted and assured me or I would have died in nervousness

then I heard some foot steps behind me
"son...." she said...I just tried my best to not get emotional..
she sat beside me

"how are you your sister and father?" she said

"fine...somi is famous now too but she sometimes have nightmares of you..and my dad still hopes that you will come back" I said coldly

she then looked down

"I am really sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most" she said..her voice tell that she is crying

"that time I received a call that my mother is in hospital and can die any moment so I went to make her get the surgery...
when I went ,I called your uncle to bring you and I was planning to come as soon as possible...
I was trying to contact your father but he didn't answer.
when I arrived there ,my mom was already dead so I was not stable emotionally...
after that your uncle called and told me about your father and your state...

I lost my mom I couldn't also lost my love and your condition...

I quickly started my way home but I had a car accident and was in the edge of death...
after months in coma I woke up...but that time I forgot things and I didn't remember anything..
I just started architect.. after a year, the anniversary of my mother's death...I found out about her and went to her grave then I remembered everything slowly after that time...
I slowly started to remember that I have a husband that I love so much and two loving kids...
I wanted to go back to you but I felt so shameless...
and your father started to be successful so I really wanted you guys to live well....
I still sit in a daze trying to remember every single part of my life....
but the thing I feared  the most was you hating me because I can't take it... I really love you so much and I am really sorry "

by now she was sobbing while tears coming through her eyes...and me who tried not to get emotional is already a crying mess...my eyes red...and I was hugging her while crying on her arms

" I am really sorry son"she said

"why are you saying sorry it is not your fault....you went through much...and ...don't say sorry again......I really missed you...mom" I said after the last word I couldn't help but cry more ...
how much I longed to call her that

after that we sat hugging each other for like more than a hour or two

"so my little son is a big CEO and my daughter is a famous model" my mom said I smiled at her

"well she is successful in that...but her beauty is so good because she have it from you" I said and she giggled

"are you calling me beautiful indirectly?" she said

"hmmm yep" I said

"what about your father" she asked

"Well after I took over the company ,he is the chairman and also have other businesses... and really missed you so much" I said and she smiled

"good thing I am not the only one" she said

"how do you care about your self...you eat well right?" she asked

"don't worry mom.....and I now can make many of your recipes " I said

"oh really" she said

"I always cook for me and lisa...she really loves it" I said

"speaking of lisa....your girlfriend right?" she asked

"yes....am I not lucky?" I said

"yes you are, I really like her....wait you already live together?" she asked