DARK DESIRE ( BAD SOCIETY #1 )

DARK DESIRE

DARK DESIRE : BSC #1

"For the wolf never hated the lamb however it could not betray its brothers, society has made him what he was however he could not be what he want, he knew loving the lamb was to destroy the pack"

- Caius Russo -

     When you're 32, the most common question that is being asked about you is "kailan ka mag aasawa?"

At 28 I have realised that I live in a society wherein the success of a woman will be determined not by the riches she has gathered, no. Just because you are financially stable does not make you successful in the eyes of the many, just because nakapag-pundar ka ng ganito, nakapunta ka sa ganyan, nakabili ka ng ganito, in the end if you're still not married by then at wala ka pang anak, all is nothing, for them, at least.

I was raised in a family where a woman's success was measured by the ring on her finger and the number of children she had. My husband's success is my success, while my own achievements didn't seem to matter—it was always about the men.

However, I have never had a ring on my finger nor felt the touch of men, and I don't plan to. My sisters, Thalia and Amor, were both married. And is already well off with their new families, While I'm here, a doctor, with my own clinic. I was never given the chance to experience my own love stories, but I always read about them and watched them when I was young—always reading romance but never really feeling romance itself.

Not until he came, Caius Russo, that's his name. Niyanig n'ya ang buong mundo ko, he made me question my morals, kung nasa tamang pag iisip pa ba ako. The darkness I tried so hard to run away from? finally consumed me when I met him. I knew that to truly understand him, I had to embrace that darkness myself. I realised I wasn't meant for the romance novels I read in my teenage days, nor the fairy-tale movies I watched. No, I was meant for the kind of man who would drive me to the brink of madness just thinking about him. I craved someone so enigmatic that he made me question everything I thought I knew.

I was drawn to a man who led a double life: a respectable real estate CEO by day and a most-wanted criminal by night. Someone who wouldn't hesitate to pull the trigger to protect his family. A man so dark, confusing, and dangerous that being with him felt like teetering on the edge of an abyss.

I was done with the safe, predictable life I once knew. I wanted to be the one person he could never get away from, the center of his twisted self. I wanted to feel the sharp edge of his obsession, to be the object of his desires and fears. There was a dark thrill in knowing that I was the one person who could make him lose control, who could challenge him in ways he had never been challenged before.

I was meant for him, Caius Russo, better known as the Jack of High Order.