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Angle 💐

You know it can't get any better. When that one person leaves, and everything heads straight down. When you can't feel anything that anyone gives you anymore. When your body rejected everything but that one who left.

Your not a "for now" fix. Your not Elmer's glue or duck tape. Your that missing peace. I don't care who hase a deeper voice, I don't care who thinks they have better looks. I just want my Angle.

Three days ago I would have never thought we would be together again. But no matter what. I'm down to go again. And again and again. I love you, and your love is what I want. I want that chuckle of yours. The smile and that hand that knows me like I'm just a picture.

If I can't have you I got nothing. I tend to take you for grant at times. I get mad, I push you away, I yell at you. Maybe this is who where ment to be. Maybe this is our special way in love.

If I die before we get there. I just want you to know. I'd never have it any other way then you by my side. I wouldn't put you don't for no jock, no nerd, not even money.

After living a cupple mouths with out you, I'm done. I can't say how much I'd do just to keep your love. You have no idea- when I say your everything to me. And for give me, if I ever mess up.

Because it's always gonna have to be you. If you turn away, the world mines well wave me down. Cuz I'm going out. I just fucking want you. I don't know why. I just do.

Messed this up

Its like yesterday- when my brain was in a Hayes. I was looking up to you, with a smile on our face.
We were love like there was tomarow. Playing like the worlds our favorite game. And talken' like we would never ever change.
And it only took one night. And I messed it up. It only took time before I blew us up. Wish my mouth was sone shut. But I'm to good at reckless actions. Making assumptions. Pulling away in an instant. But I have truble walking away. I love I love you like no one elce. And I care I care about you and I always will. So when you go just know...
I wish I'd be a better me. And we got some growing up to do. And I will admit it was always you. And maybe we arnt really through. But for now. Just know. I'm gonna miss you. And everything I hade with you. I know I won't meet no body, who will just love me. And I'm really sorry. I messed up with you. Like always seem to do. I been in the dark while you were away. My days were dall no happy just shame. But I missed- this- up- with~ you... And I'm sorry. Cuz I really do love you.