✰𝑲𝒊𝒓𝒊𝑩𝒂𝒌𝒖✰

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A/N - If I add a '...' during a romance scene it means the person is talking quietly or whispering into the other person's ear.

Slight Lemon but mostly ANGSTT

☀︎ 𝐊𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐚 - 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ☀︎

"I'm having trouble holding back currently, so sorry in advance." I put him down on my bed and lock the door. "So first I need consent obviously, I wouldn't do anything wit- mm!" Bakugou kisses me. "Duh. We're dating." "Good. Bed now." Bakugou looks shocked and hurries back onto the bed. "Good boy." I hop onto the bed and push myself on top of him. "Now brace yourself for...well, me." I kiss him and put my hand on his neck. I break the kiss quickly. "Damn..your neck looks...fucking delicious, can I have a bite?" I chuckle and Bakugou gains a shocked expression and a layer of blush. I lean in towards his neck and bite it. As soon as my teeth touch his neck Bakugou shoots his hand up to my hair and holds my head very very still. At some point he lets go and I lift my head up. "Aww, did you like that darling?" Bakugou blushes at the 'darling' and nods his head a little. "Can we not do this..it's just we're in school and we just got together.-" I get off of him and he looks away with a sad expression on his face.

"You wanted it, but I guess you're right. Also, don't be sad, it's ok~!" I grab his hands. "I love you~!" Bakugou smiles a little but quickly frowns. "Do you really?.." "I'll add some words, ok?" He nods and looks down. "I fucking love you" Bakugou blushes, looking up at me. "God, your hot..- I mean-!" I feel myself blush after hearing that escape Bakugou's lips. "Aww, I am so flattered" (😌) I grab Bakugou and squeeze him, giggling.

☠︎ 𝐁𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐠𝐨𝐮 - 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ☠︎

Shit, he's so pretty...I start laughing, and Kirishima ruffles my hair and I let out a purr, nuzzling into his neck. "Damn, your fucking adorable pebble" Wait, what the fuck did he just call me...! "U-uhm, Kishi, w-what did you just call me?..." He squeezes me again and whispers in my ear. "pebble...I'm a rock, right? And you're my pebble." I turn red and Kirishima kisses me lightly, leaving a soft taste on my lips. "I love you..." He lands a kiss on my forehead, ruffling my hair. "Prrrr" I snuggle my head around like a cat being scratched behind the ears. "Mmm..." I snuggle into Kirishima's chest, closing my eyes. "I'm tired..."

I wake up, with an urge. I get up, run to my room, and shut the door. I almost immediately curl up into a ball on the floor and grip my hair. I'm trying to get rid of the urge but my voices keep yelling CUT! CUT! CUT! and it's driving me crazy. The urge is getting stronger and stronger. I uncontrollably stand up and run to my desk, in which yes, I did keep a knife. I can barely keep my self steady enough to stand as my hand opens the draw and pulls out the knife. I must've gotten a slight grip on myself because I stop my arm right before the knife penetrates my skin. I start thinking about something else when the slight grip I had goes away and I start cutting. It's fucking painful, but if I ignore the pain it feels...nice? I've done this a lot before, but I'm still not used to it. 

Almost as soon as I set the knife down I hear my door open and shut again. I have my hands on the desk, and Kirishima runs up next to me. "Bakugou are you o....kay...Bakugou! W-why did you?.." I can feel tears running down my face but I can't remember when I started crying. "I got an urge and I couldn't control it. As soon as I woke up the urge completely overpowered me."I feel myself let go of my desk and roll up into a ball on the floor. Kirishima runs to my closet and pulls out rolls of bandages. He sits down next to me. "Bakugou, I need you to show me your arms." I put my arms out where he can see what extent I cut myself to.

"Holy shit..that's...thirteen?.." He quickly puts the bandages on my arms and then grabs me into a hug. A warm hug. It's comforting, feeling him so close to my body. He lets go of me and I start hyperventilating. I'm constantly breathing but none of the air is getting through. "G-god damnit I c-can't breathe-!" Kirishima's tone changes to a soothing one as he tries to calm me down. "Ok, breath in, breath out. You're doing fabulous, I love you." He hugs me again, but lightly, not squeezing me. 

Hm, did I leave this on a cliffhanger? Hm, yes, yes I did.