HE IS ...

30-Missing him

Yin's pov

Mess...mess...everything is a mess. Am I a fool? I gave him everything. My entire feelings towards him was true. How could he do this? How can he make me feel like a joker? Are you happy now War? Those .....those tears from your eyes just before....was it true? Or that was also fake?

I can't even understand what I'm doing right now. Seems like I totally lost my control. The first thing that I want to do is go far very far from him. No longer I can see his face. The rage inside me is on its peak. Dany......I don't even want to see him. I don't have any business with him. The person that I love is War and the person who cheat me is also him. I can't blame Dany. But even though if I see him in this state I'm not sure how will I react to him.

I took my car and aimed to my favorite place. I already told you that I'm out of control. I almost got in to an accident. But I slipped that.

I open the door and ran towards the edge. ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Why did you do this? How could you? all these times I've only asking myself this same questions. All I could reach only one conclusion that is I'm just a play thing to him. How fool I am?

When I check my phone I saw plenty missed calls and texts from Mean and Jean. I don't want to talk to them. I want some time alone.

"P Yin...". I turned my gaze.

She ran to me and hugged. "Jean how did you find out that I'm here?"

"I followed you P". She tighten her hug.

"But ....but.."

"Don't worry P. I know everything. Remember I'm your body guard. How can I let go off my guard?"

I also put my arms around her and sobbed lightly.

"Cry on my shoulder P. I'll be here. Just cry it and let go off it. He doesn't deserve you".

"I love him very much Jean that I can't forget him".

"P.....take your time". She patted on my behind.

"I already had an intention that he was not good for you. Sorry P I couldn't tell you because you were so happy with him. How can I wipe that happiness from your face? That's why I bear my intuitions in myself. But when I look at you now...I think I made a huge mistake. I should've told you before. My mistake P. I'm really sorry".

I let go of my hands from her. "Jean you didn't do anything wrong here. I.....I was so much into him. But...to be honest I can't even bring myself to believe what happened on that day"

"P he cheated you.....with P Dany. Think about it"

"How did you know about War and Dany?" When she said she knew about everything I thought it's about that fight which happened the other day. But how did she know about Dany and War?

"Err .....err...I was also there P. That night at the bar I saw them both going together. I felt something terrible and I followed them. But when I saw you coming I hide myself. So....I....I heard everything P".

I couldn't reply to her anything. What should I tell her now?

"P.....just brush it out. Bring back my old P. I will bring back the old smile on your face no matter what.

Rrrrrinnggggggggg

'Yes Mean'.

'Hey buddy are you ok now?'

'Better'

'I want to inform you one thing'.

'What is it?'