Just Us || Blackpink one shots

We are okay (Jenlisa)

Author notes: Recommend you guys to listen never not by Lauv slowed version or whatever you guys want.
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We were so beautiful
We were so tragic

Lisa sighed as she put her hands together with gloves and sat down on a bench. Lisa never liked Winter because of how cold it is and even if she were to drink hot choco she would still feel like she is stuck on north pole.

No other magic
Could ever compare

She looked around her surroundings, there were kids running around with jackets or hoodies and a parent watching them as their faces revealed happiness especially when they just smiled so big when they saw their kids helping each other.

Lisa wondered if she would ever be happy, she wonder how does it feels like to be happy just by seeing that person smile. She never got the chance to feel some sort of happiness towards a person sure, she has felt it when she saw Jisoo finally becoming the famous actress on the news or when Jisoo proposed Rosé under the moonlight on the beach or when she become a successful photographer. But she never really have the chance to be happy with a person just by seeing them laugh or watch them do their thing as if you are watching a movie.

She looked up to the blue dark sky and see the moon lighting up the dark city and stars twinkling. She could see a line between the stars and wondered what constellation is that. Lisa is a huge fan of space mostly stars. When she was a kid she would drag her dad out of the balcony and ask him to watch the stars with her and it was Lisa's favorite moment at home.

There's a room
In my heart with the memories we made.

She closed her eyes and let the snow drop at her face and feels the cold whenever a snow hits her face. She wondered what would happen if she was brave enough to fight for her, wondered if she was strong enough to hold the rock up behind her back no matter how many times they were fighting because Lisa gives up on everything easily.

She never understands emotions and what causes them to feel like that back then. She doesn't even understand herself when people asked a question that relates to herself like when Rosé asked who was she and Lisa wouldn't know how to answer that, that's just because she never really noticed anything good about her nor people complimenting about her personality it's only about the looks except for the fact she just likes to take photos of everything around her. She would only answer I'm a just a kid who likes grass with a big smile on her face when she was just 7 she never really understand that question till now.

I will never not think about you

Who was she? Was Lisa some photographer that got famous because of her works? Was she a daughter of a family? Was she the bestfriend who supports and cheers up her dramatic bestfriends? Was Lisa the person who she fell in-love with?

She doesn't know who she is anymore she doesn't know why she's not remembering who she was, she doesn't know why she existed in the first place.

"LISA" A person with rough but pained voice shouted at her name. A car that looks like it was driving fast was infront of them as the boy who looks like from Thailand sat in the driver seat as he tries to press the break hard to stop the car he looked frighten, angry, sad, a different mixed of emotions that left Lisa confused.

For as long as I live
And as long as I love

A scream of people who are inside the car can be heard as the car clash together leaving Lisa and the Thailand boy unconscious as the blood drips down on the street.

Suddenly Lisa was standing in front of a brunette leaving her looked confused as she looks around her surrounding. There were furnitures and broken glasses leaving shattered pieces around the floor, papers on the floor, The TV was left on as the people who are talking there can't be heard. Lisa then realized she was on her home and that made her so confuse and conflicted.