TRASH | Boo Seungkwan |

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For the past months,
We had been talking,
We laughed,
We cried,
We fought,
There were a lot of emotions involved,

But we were still friends,
Are friends supposed to be like this?

I developed my feelings for her,
and sometimes I get too emotional,
She would handle it well,
but there are times where she doesn't,

It gets weird,

And today we meet,
It feels different,

During the months we spent,
A lot of things happened,
For instance,
I fell for him,
I fell for Boo Seungkwan,

We still talked,
And it was the best feeling of my life,
He made me happy,
He made me smile,
He made me feel like home,

I was supposed to do that to him,

So why is he doing this to me?

Today we meet,
It feels different,
I was too nervous to talk to him,
It was somehow tense,
He tried to joke around,
but I couldn't react well,

I may have fallen for him too deeply,
That I wasn't able to talk and interact the way I used to,
Seungkwan noticed my lack of reactions,
And he looked down,

I wanted to assure him it wasn't his fault,
But my tongue got twisted,
Please don't misunderstand, Seungkwan,

I like you,

I love you,