A/N: was writing this in my ap english class again ;)
Warnings: Mentions of sex, Explicit language, Heartbreak
Word count: 499
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Pulling out of you discarding the condom in the trash you watch as Sad eyes rushes to get dressed. It was like this almost every night for 3 months, he would come and fuck you then leave like you were some stranger. Although you weren't you were his 'best friend' but these past months it didn't feel that way.
Most girls wouldn't put up with just simply being a hookup, but you didn't care because you were being blinded by the love you had for this man. Whenever you tried to talk to him about it he always made some sort of excuse saying "The Santos need me right now we'll talk later". But of course the conversations never happened he would be at parties with different girls every night. Girls that he had no problem being out in the open with. While you were at home questioning why you weren't enough to be his girl.
"I think we should stop this Ramiro" you whispered as you sat up on your bed covering your naked chest with the silk blankets. Whipping his head towards you "What do you mean?" he asks pulling his shirt over his head. "You know what i mean..coming here and having sex with me then leaving me as if you don't care" You say with tears building up in your eyes.
"We said no strings attached when we started this..Remember?" he sighed. "You knew i was in love with you before..and y-you just took advantage of that." You stuttered with your tears now falling.
"I care about you y/n" he says running his hands down his face in a stressed way. "But you don't love me r-right?" you struggle to ask due to your crying.
"Don't ask me that question mujer if you already know the answer." he says looking to the side as your body wracked with an onslaught of sobs and tears.
Getting up while wrapping the covers over your body you stand in front of him forcing him to look at you in the eyes. "Why am i never enough f-for you?, Why do you only act like you love me when your f-fucking me?, Porque no me amas?" You scream pushing on his chest though it has no affect on the tall Santo.
"I don't know y/n" he says with glossy eyes. Did he just realize that he's hurting you?
"get out Ramiro" you whisper.
He stares back at you with a blank face not knowing what to say.
"Just please leave like you always do." Wiping the tears away with the back of your hand.
'I-im sorry-" he trys to speak before you interrupt him,
"GET OUT!" you scream.
Ramiro takes one more look at you before walking out the door.
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A/N: this made me fucken sad man 😢 but like i always say i hope you enjoy.
