Meet Me Backstage [Y/N X PJM]

♡~First Date~♡

"So, congrats on your award. It was earned." He says as the waitress leaves.

"But I genuinely think you guys deserved it more. You have such a loyal and huge fan base, I know for a fact you guys broke more records."

"But we didn't. You even broke some of our records."

I wince a bit. That hearts my heart to hear.

"But I don't wanna break your records I want you to stay at the top" I pout

"We've been around for a while. It's time for a new group to be at the top."

I feel a little sting in my heart. I remember being a mere fangirl of the boys and now I'm getting more famous than them?

Jimin notices my face.

"You were a fan before your debut, weren't you?"

I nod. "I still am"

He gets up and hugs me. Tightly. I inhale his scent. He smells amazing...

"I'm proud of you then. I want my fans to have this kind of success"

I get butterflies hearing that THE park Jimin is proud of me. But I still can't help but feel sad. They army in me will forever want them to be #1. I want them to be the most successful.

He pulls away, gently stroking my hair and giving me his angelic smile, gently grabbing my hand.

Oh my God.

"I know you're proud of me, and it makes me really excited, but the army in me will forever be sad that you're not at the top anymore." I say, giving him a sad smile.

"Whatever you say"

He still hasn't let go of my hand.

The waitress comes in with our food.

♡~Jimins pov, rewind to after they ordered~♡

I try to find a way to break the ice.

"So, congrats on your award. It was earned."

"But I genuinely think you guys deserved it more. You have such a loyal and huge fan base, I know for a fact you guys broke more records."

She's so humble.

"But we didn't. You even broke some of our records."

She winced. Was she a fan before debut? Most other celebrities would be ecstatic to hear this news.

"But I don't wanna break your records I want you to stay at the top" She pouts.

She was definitely an army.

"We've been around for a while. It's time for a new group to be at the top." I say, trying to reassure her.

Her face seems to fall. I think I made it worse.

I finally decide to ask if she's an army or not .

"You were a fan before debut, weren't you?"

She nods. "I still am."

Suddenly I feel overwhelmingly proud.

I get up and sit next to her, and hug her tightly.

"I'm proud of you then. I want my fans to have this kind of success"

I pull away and run my fingers through her hair, and gently grab her hand. I want to make her feel better so bad. I don't know why, I didn't even really care about her at first, I just thought she was hot. But now I just feel the need to make her feel better. I need to keep her happy and safe.

"I know you're proud of me, and it makes me really excited, but the army in me will forever be sad that you're not at the top anymore." I say, giving him a sad smile."

So it's hopeless.

"Whatever you say." I say giving her a soft smile.

Finally the waitress gets here with our food.

Sorry for the short chapter!! Longer ones coming soon!