Why do I feel like this

Chapter 1- Why?

Every day I wake up being a normal teenager......get ready for school......but before I leave I cry...not wanting to go,it's not that I hate school....its that school hates me.... For the past I say...mmmm about 2 years I've been in motels...sleeping on floors, or just no where we want to be, it all started when my dad lost his job and the company he worked for was bought out......well then only my mom had a job and our apartment wasn't big,friendly,or bug free.....but at least it was a roof over my head....I think this now cause that roof over my head, my own room, and my own peace,quietness, and sanity is now gone....cause my mom lost her job to Obama care..( fuck u bitch ass mother fucking Obama care! ) and 1 month later.....we received a letter......an eviction letter..( eviction means the house or apartment that u rent and u don't pay your bill they give u 30 days to pay it or move out ) so we had no money nor job...so we packed in 30 days, everything in storage exept necessities like clothes,soap and 1 box of dishes, and then rented a motel......for 5 months me and my lil' bro slept on an air mattress then we lost our taxes and moved in with a friend......they kicked us out so we moved to my grandmas for a year then we got kicked out and then moved in with my nana for about another 6-7 months........