Chapter 1

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I woke up from a almost restless night, I couldn't go to bed cause I was nervous for the concert tomorrow. It's our last one before the band breaks up, I turned over to check my phone, I got a text from Louis saying he wanted to talk to me,

I put on a hoodie and sweatpants. I didn't feel the need to do anything to my curls, so I just let them be. I walked to room 104, we were staying in a hotel while the tour bus was being repaired( even though there's no point in using it since there's only one more concert left) I knocked on the door, he opened it, he just got out of the shower. He stood there shirtless, hair wet, with those beautiful blue eyes staring at me with a smile on his face.

I couldn't help but to stare back at the face I fell in love with a few years ago, it's almost like yesterday I met him in the bathroom at the X factor auditions. Since then I remember me feeling some
Sort of attraction to him. I didn't know what it was at the time, but I knew it was something. "Are you gonna come in, or just stand there?" Louis says motioning to come sit on the bed, "what's up?" I said, "I wanted to talk to you about us" Louis says with a worrisome look on his face, what about us? I ask, "I think we should end whatever we have.

It's not fair to Taylor and Eleanor" he says, I tell him that no matter what, I'll always love him.

It doesn't matter who I'm with at that moment in time. "I just wish things could go back to the way they used to be, before everyone started suspecting, before everything got so complicated" I say, " i do too, but it's for the best if we just stop this little experiment, or whatever it is, before people think it's real" he says, little does he know, for me it was real. It was all real.

I don't know if I'll ever tell him that he means the world to me, that he he's my everything. But the only words I can gather up is an simple okay. I felt a sudden feeling of sadness and anger overcome me as I started to walk out of the room, I reached for the doorknob before turning around and shouting "I fucking love you Louis."

He looks at me confused and says "what?" "Louis William Tomlinson I love you" I tell him, shaking, I tell him that ever since 2010, When this all started, I could tell there was something about him and those perfect blue eyes of his. " I'm sorry Harry, but I just don't love you in the way you love me, sorry." I break out into tears as I open the door, he says "Harry, wait" I cut him off before he could finish his sentence, I don't wanna hear it Louis, you led me on for 5 fucking years, and now, after all this time, you wanna try and end this "experiment"? It might not have been real to you, but it was real to me.

I watched you be with someone, being happy, while I waited and waited for someone who didn't even want me in the way I want them. You broke my heart Louis, and for that, I just can't forgive you. After this concert, I don't wanna see and talk to you again. I slam the door and go back to my room, and cry myself a river on the bed, before falling asleep in it.

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