Demons (A Larry Stylinson Fanfiction)

Chapter 2

I awoke three hours later at 11:30, we needed to be be ready to leave by one. The only thing I could think about is Louis, and what happened. I mean, I don't regret anything I did and said.

I listened to Just A Little Bit Of your Heart by Ariana Grande as I got in the shower. I wrote it based on the feelings I felt for Louis. I know that I'm supposed to be in a serious relationship with Taylor, but I can't keep pretending I'm something that I'm not.

I know she loves me, but by me pretending to love her back, is only hurting her more. Everything is so frustrating, how am I supposed to tell her that I'm gay without her feeling a little something?

I thought of Louis when the line "I know I'm not your only but at least I'm one" came on. It's my favorite line because I watched him be with Eleanor while him and I were "experimenting". I used to think we had something special, but today, I was proven otherwise.

By the time I got finished getting dressed and preparing, it was 12:30, we had to be downstairs ready to go by 12:50, I grabbed my phone, and left, I pressed down on the elevator button, praying that ironically Louis wouldn't come in, the door opened, I walked in and pressed "Lobby", as sol as the door was about to close, guess who popped in. Louis fucking Tomlinson. It was extremely awkward.

"Hey Harry" he says, but I stay unbothered, straight faced, and annoyed. "So you're not gonna talk to me now?" He said, with a sad look on his face, I looked at him, and seen those beautiful eyes I fell in love with, and that face, God that face, it was so beautiful, but I couldn't do it, not anymore, so I looked forward, the door opened and in the lobby waiting, was Niall, Liam, And Zayn. Zayn left the group before we officially were ready to call it quits, it was great to see him here for one last performance.

"hey zayn!" I say, with a jolt of happiness ran up and hugged him. "Couldn't miss the final performance" he says. We chatted for a little bit before we were picked up to be taken to the staple center, when we got there they hooked up our microphones, before we were about to go on stage, Louis pulled me to the side and asks "are we okay?" "No. And we'll never be." I tell him. "Harry please" he pleads, I didn't turn around, because i Just don't care anymore. I have to do what's best for myself.

We got on stage to the roar of the
crowd, sold out show, but I mean, it's our final performance, so why not? We started off with happily, then 9 others, when we sung half a heart, I noticed a fan put up a sign with Louise's tweet "always in my heart, yours sincerely Louis." I guess Louis noticed it too, cause when he sang his verse, he looked out at it and smiled at me, causing me to roll my eyes faintly.

We ended the concert with Night Changes, we thanked our fans for all of their continuous support throughout the years, and that we couldn't have been happier to have them as a fan base. As we were leaving to go on the newly repaired your bus, I started to tear up at the fact that the bands over, Niall came to knew knowing exactly why I'm upset, he told me he feels the same way, and then fell on me, he's always been the fun one in the group.

We were being driven to LAX so we jet back home, when we reached the airport, we said goodbye to the tour bus driver, headed in, and took off, it's a private jet, so we had bunks, I was tired, so I went to go to sleep, right when I was about to fall asleep, Louis came and sat on the edge, he said "look I know you're mad at me. Hell, maybe even hate me, but I wasn't playing with you. I wanted to end it cause I was scared, scared to be who I am. But if me being scared means us not speaking, I'd rather be terrified than not talk to you." I don't fucking care Louis. I regret caring about you before, but believe me when I say I'll never care again. I tell him, I could see the hurt in his eyes, he didn't do anything but get up and go to the bathroom, I could here the crying coming from in there. But I wanted to hurt him just like he hurt me.