Warning:Slight angst (this story is unedited please expect a lot of errors)
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I wish i could fall asleep with 'i love you' in my ears again.
It's easy to move on but it was never easy to step forward.Everyone used to tell me to take a step forward from the past but it's not as easy as it seems specially when you never had the closure you wanted.
I looked at my reflection in the mirror i was smiling like crazy but my eyes is full of sadness.
To be honest,i hate my eyes the most as people always says my eyes speak a lot it can't hide my true emotions.So even though i was smiling like an idiot my eyes is telling me how sad i am inside.
The pain is killing me inside every second,that sometimes i just wish to stay inside my dreams forever.Away from reality,away from the pain.
They say only weak peoples wishes to escape reality but they never knew how painful it is that it's your only choice to keep you sane and alive.
I lay on my bed and close my eyes when the light from the sun starts to pierce through the windows that made me to open my eyes.I look at the window of my room.Although the sun is shining beautifully but the sky is crying.
"Rise and shine,Sunshine.It's raining today,Bver called he told me that you don't have classes today"I look at the tall man who is currently standing at the bed side.
He is wearing a oversized shirt and short shorts with his specs on.Why does he look unusual hot today?
"I can go back to sleep then"I said before burying my face in his pillow when an idea suddenly came to my mind.
"Anan"The owner of the name who is silently playing online games in his phone look at me.
"Where do you want to go this time? But it's raining"He said before looking at his phone again.
I know it doesn't matter for him if it's raining or not i am sure he just lazy to go and he just preferred to play online games all day.
I look at the window when the rain stops and the sun starts to shine brightly.
"Look the rain stops already.Come on let's go na i have an appointment on 8hours"I got up on the bed and starts to pulled him on his seat dragging him with me in the bathroom.
"Come on,Anan.Let's take a quick shower i don't have much time"In the end he couldn't do anything but to follow my order.
Nature is one thing that i love the most, walking in the middle of the trees filled beautiful golden flowers feels like every part of me is healing in every steps that i am taking.
I could feel a familiar hand intertwining into mine,making my whole system to be at peace.This is all i want,this is all i wish and prayed every night.
