1980, new camp

trauma

TW: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM!

I was laying in my bed with mascara running down my face and Cindy's necklace on my neck. I look over to my bedside table and see a photo of me, Ziggy and Cindy in front of the camp sign. I feel my eyes fill with more tears.

It had been two years since the Camp Nightwing massacre yet I still hadn't found the motivation to get out of bed, I closed my eyes and fell asleep for a good 10 minutes until I woke up to the sound of someone messaging me, It was my mum.. 'Honey, get in the car. Your scheduled with Dr. Bryan today.'

(Y'all sorry for the interuption but I swear if miss girl were real I could not imagine the pain she would be going through rn 😭)

I got out of the blankets and walked over to the mirror. I was wearing grey track pants and a black hoodie with unbrushed sloppy hair running down my shoulders. I just looked at my appearance then started crying. 

I walked over to the bathroom and washed my face then brushed my hair. I put on some sneakers then walked outside slipping my phone into my pocket.

I looked up and at the rear view mirror seeing my mum's dull expression plastered on her face, "Mum.. You okay?" I asked. She looked over at me. "This hasn't been easy for me either Y/N.." 

I looked down, "I know.. I'm sorry for making it all about me ma. You lost two of your daughters after all." She twitched her mouth to the side then breakfully said "And you lost two of your best friends.. and sisters. Now all we have is each other.."

"You always have me mum, and I'm so sorry, This is my fault.. I couldn't save them, Cindy risked herself for me and Ziggy and she died thinking we would live. I some times wish Nick didn't help me.."

"No sweetie this isn't at all you your fault. I was the one who sent you to this camp." She said.

We arrived at the doctors and I walked in to room 247. I see Dr. Bryan waving at me and my mum. I sat down as my mother left the room closing the door behind her.

"How you holding up Y/N?" Dr. Bryan says. I look at him in tears. "Yeah I'm awesome, anyone who watched their two sisters, friends and heaps of other people get slaughtered would be aswell right?" I said sarcatically.

He looked at me, "Look Y/N.. I'm here to help you and I know that what you went through at such a young age must of caused a lot of trauma.."

I looked down realising what he said was true and I was being an absolute Bitch to him, "You wanna go over what happened? Some times it helps to relive the moment you know?" 

I scratch my head and he passes me box of tissues. I take one out and wipe the tears off my face, I look down at the tissue and see the black stains on it. "Maybe I should stop wearing mascara." I say as he chuckles. "Okay.. I'm ready" I say.

"So it all started when my mum told me about camp and how Cindy got a job there, so the three of us had to go. On the bus I met Nick and we made a connection.." I said smiling. "Then we got off the bus and one of the counsellors Kurt explained how I had to change cabins to be with Nick, Yada yada yada.. I got pissed off at Nick for scaring me and left the Mess Hall with Ziggy trailing behind me."

He looked up at me and saw me covering my wrist with my sleeve but he looked away, I kept on talking. "I had a fight with some girl Sheila and then we almost tackled each other when Nick stopped me. I walked off with Ziggy when we heard rustling in the bushes. It was Nick and he pulled me over to the mess hall to talk about what people were saying about us,"

"We talked about our selves and almost kissed when I pulled away and had an anxiety attack, but Cindy and Ziggy were there to help me through it. Soon we had dinner and I sat with Ziggy and her friends then went back to my cabin. Nick pulled me out at around 2:00 in the morning and we sat by the lake, I told him about my dad and we talked about our futures."

"In the morning we had breakfast and then I got in a fight with Ziggy, Cindy yelled at us and I got pissed at her, I ended up saying some cruel things to her and going back to my cabin. Colour war was soon starting the next day and in the morning Sheila and her friends tried to kill me for a set up when Nick saved me. I go to the nurses office when I see a diary about the witch, and the curse. Nurse Lane helps my burn but gets out of control and starts talking about her psycho daughter Ruby Lane."

"I went to go see Cindy but she was busy so I went back to my cabin only to see hurtful words and phrases all over my wall, Nick comes in and we set up a plan to take revenge on Sheila and her friends. We trap Shelia in the outhouse and then go back to the science and nature cabin, we talk a bit then kiss, and thats when it all started, We hear kids screaming so we go see what happened and there a dead body on the floor. I see Cindy's necklace not too far away and put it on."

"We go to the Mess Hall with all the other campers and counsellors while Nick leaves to go find other campers scattered around. when I get pulled over by Sheila's friends asking where she is, I left to go find her when Kurt pulls me and tries to rape me, Nick came in and saved me again. We left to go get Sheila with Gary when I see Cindy and Ziggy in the toilet, with another girl Alice, I pull Alice up when Tommy.. the killer comes and decapitates Gary causing me to drop the bucket and running."

"Me and Nick run to Science and Nature and Tommy follows us, soon cutting Nick's leg while he sacrifices himself for me, I soon meet up with Tommy while running away and try to kill him, Cindy and Ziggy find me just at the right time and stab him while hes standing over top of me ready to axe me. Alice soon comes out saying that she found Sarah Fier's hand, Alice soon dies and me, Cindy and Ziggy all run to the hanging tree to end the curse once and for all.. and that's when I watched my sisters die. I was dead aswell.."

Dr. Bryan looks up at me seeing the tears running down my face. "I am so sorry you had to go through all that Y/N.. Look I'm going to schedule my next session with you on Friday and I'll let you go, But first.." 

He grabs my wrist and pulls up my jumper seeing my cuts, "What's that?" He says. I pull away my hand, "I cut it on glass not long ago." I say smiling and leaving the room.

I see my mum waiting in the car and I walk outside and hop in, "My next session is Friday ma." I say as I hear a buzz in my pocket, I pick up my phone and look at who was calling me, It was Nick. 

I pick up the phone and hold it to my ear. "Hey Nick.." I say, "Hey love, I need to tell you something."

"Yeah? what is it?" I ask him when I hear him take a deep breath over the phone. "Look, there's a new camp.. and I got employed at it.."

I dropped my phone and put my hand over my mouth as my eyes felt wet. I wasn't letting him go alone.. I knew what I had to do.

A/N

I hope you guys liked the book so far so basically this is like a part two haha

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