𝕮𝖆𝖘𝖈𝖆𝖉𝖊 ~ 𝕯𝖚𝖗𝖐 𝖝 𝖁𝖔𝖓

19

+ Durk +

He tried to let my hand go but I held his tighter, I pulled him into my chest as he threw his fit

"No! No! No!" He cried using his other hand to hit my chest

"Pa please calm down" I sighed

"Durk you can't do this to me again! You can't!" He spats crying harder

Soon his knees give out and he's having a full on break down, and I'm here holding him while he cries on the floor

"Let me goooo!" He spats tryna break from my hold

"No pa I know you gone do some stupid out of anger."

"Fuck!" He yells over my shoulder still crying

"I love you pa" I say calmly as I kiss his shoulder and his cheek

"N-No Durk, stop trying to do that to me"

"Do what?" I asked rubbing his back

"Tryna make me forget about it! I'm not and you know that"

I did, he wasn't and he probably gonna try to keep walking into suicide to "save me".

"You're not leaving me again and ima make sure of that"

Now I have to watch him because when he has his mind set on something it's no turning back

"Who told you all of that shit pa? About me"

"I knew Durk, all of the sudden you stop popping up to chill with me then you kept tryna fight Tyquian. Then a shooting on the news and you're gone? When the shooting was right around the street from my house!" He spats trying to break free again

"You didn't come here because you knew as soon as I seen them bullet holes in yo chest I woulda went to go kill Taymor"

I raised my eyebrow oh he knows a lot

"How you know I had got shot in the chest three times? And how you know it was Taymor?"

"When you first came back, I touched your chest and your body tensed you never tense when I touch you. Then when you took your shirt off I seen little like crescent shapes where the bullets where at"

"And ion know I was just guessing" he said lower

He's lying

"Dayvon, don't tell me-"

"Please don't do this Durk" he says

"You talked to Taymor when I disappeared didn't you?"

"Yea I did" he said trying to sound convincing

"No you didn't, you didn't willingly talk to tay so what the fuck am I missing?" I said starting to get angry

"No! Durk you doing it again"

"Doing what?"

"Putting two and two together and getting fucking forty! So you gone do some stupid out of anger because of me!" He spats

"You don't have to keep protecting me Durk! Two years forced me to protect myself" he mumbled

"So I am missing some" I said

"You're not listening Durk"

"Yes I am, if you think ima do some stupid somebody must've did some to you that ion know about yet" I said adding it all up

"That's the only time I do something stupid when somebody is fucking with you. I don't think when it comes to you I just do" I said letting him go

"No!" He says holding on to me

"Pa?"

"Durk please"

"What did he do to you pa?"

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"What the fuck did you do to Dayvon!" I spat at Taymor pointing my gun at him

"I didn't do nothing that he didn't want" Tay smiles making me want to shoot him

If I shoot him I will never get the answer and I needed the anwser

"You're a lil slow Durk. You know how long it took to practice shooting you so I could aim right?"

"I knew you would leave I needed you to leave Dayvon, you shoulda seen him so venerable-"

I picked him up by his shirt up out his chair

"Why are you fucking playing with me!" I spat

"Why you allow yo self to get so attached to that boy Durk? It's fucking yo head up" he laughed

"I was just a random nigga until I shot you, everybody wanted to be on my side because no one ever touched you before couldn't even see you but me? I did both"

I dropped him in his seat making him laugh

"So moral of the story if you never gave me any attention I wouldn't be the nigga I am today, I knew I couldn't get your attention without getting to Dayvon"

He not lying, nobody could even say anything to me I wasn't that typa nigga back then.

"Taymor you one stupid nigga. You did all of this for what? Respect? Niggas didn't even know who you were before me you my whole son"

"And guess what? Ima be the one that ends you" I said picking up my gun turning to walk out

"Killing me is only gonna make my niggas go harder you'll be hiding for another two years better tell Dayvon to get ready!" He laughed

Don't do it Durk don't do it

"Durk you can't do this to me again! You can't!"

I can't, I won't.