The Boyz Oneshots

Insecure -Kevin X 98 Line🖤💖

Request: SKZStayForever1

Kevin sighed loudly as he stared at his reflection. He frowned at himself feeling disgusted with himself. He was far too out of shape compared to the other members. He was way skinnier, less muscular, and he just thought he wasn't as handsome as them. He furrowed his brows at the mirror before taking a deep breath and plastering on a smile before exiting the bathroom and joining the others.

"Hey Kev! What are you gonna do on your day off? Anything planned?" juyeon said cheerily placing a friendly hand on Kevin's shoulder.

"Oh um, not much, I'm probably just gonna chill at home to be honest."

"Okay well, if you wanna go out we're all going to have dinner since the others don't get back till tomorrow." He smiled.

Kevin almost forgot that all the others were working on a separate project, he was wondering why it was quiet in the dorms. He realized that only the 98 liners remained in the building.

"Thanks juyeon but I think I'll just relax here today." Kevin gave him a polite smile before walking off to his room.

Juyeon scratched his head and looked towards the direction Kevin went in, a puzzled expression on his face. Just then chanhee walked up to him seeing his expression.

"Juyeon? What's wrong?"

"Oh nothing, it's just Kevin is acting kinda weird."

"Oh yeah, he's been acting off for the past few days. I asked him about it, but he didn't say anything." Chanhee replied.

"I feel weird leaving him here alone, should we just cancel dinner?" juyeon said hesitantly.

Chanhee sighed.

"But changmin has been wanting to eat there for months Ju, it's his first day off in months."

"you're right... I can't do that to changmin."

"I'm sure Kevin will be alright, if something was wrong he'd come talk to us." New said reassuringly patting juyeon's shoulder.

They left the hall to go get changmin and leave for dinner saying goodbye to Kevin and leaving him alone in the dorms.

Once Kevin was sure they were gone, he pulled out his phone and began scrolling through twitter. He knew this was unhealthy and he shouldn't be focusing on haters, but he found the hashtag "AntiKevinmoon" and hadn't been able to stop reading through the posts about him.

Endless pages of posts of people hating him for absolutely no reason. Some were about his looks, some were about his personality, and others were about his talent, or lack of talent.

He sat up in his bed and began scrolling, his face blank as he read terrible things about himself. Some were rumors that were in no way true. He always took a few minutes to read the ones about his looks, looking for a way he could fix the problem. He'd already asked Creker about getting plastic surgery, but they denied him several times.

He found a post with a photo of him wearing a sleeveless shirt and he cringed. He read the caption and frowned.

"Omg I seriously don't understand why yall are simping for Kevin moon like, he's the ugliest guy in the entire group! He has a long alien face, and his noodle arms are so unattractive! You guys are blind if your ult is Kevin moon like fr."

Kevin looked at the attached image and saw his arms. They were so thin, so scrawny, so lacking he hated them. He hated his arms, he hated his body, his face, his personality, all of it. He hated himself.