Making Maps (Matthew Espinosa fanfic)

Chapter three

•one week later•

"Violet?" I hear a males voice walk into my room.
"What do you want?" I turn to see its Nate.
"Look Violet I just wanted to say im sorry." He walks in sitting on my bed.
"I just don't get how you are more upset about this then I am." I decided to not make eye contact because I don't want to second guess what I'm about to do.
"I'm losing my girlfriend, the one person I have in this fucking city the only person I can talk too." He says sounding annoyed.
"I'm losing my hole life, im the one moving. I'm leaving my friends, my social life, and the love of my life." I whisper the last part.
"What?" He turns towards me.
"Nate I love you, I'm in love with you." I say still not making eye contact.
"You won't lose me." He try's to hold my hand but I pull away.
"Nate long distances dosent work." Tears are burning in my eyes.
"We will make it work." He grabs my hand not letting them go.
"I'm so sorry I love you but I can't do long distance." My tears slowly drip down my face.
"No. No. No! You can not give up on us!" He yells getting up."Violet we can do this. We have been though everything together." I finally look at him and see tears dripping down his face.
"We really have. Wow just thinking of what we have put each other threw." I snickered to myself.
"Thinking about it I think we have gone through everything." He slowly looks down. "And this is just a bump in the road for us and we will get threw this."
"Nate i-." I was interrupted by my mom walking in.
"We are leaving soon." She looked kind of upset. But personally this is her choice so she can deal with being upset.
"Did I tell you thanks for destroying my life yet?" My mom stairs at me with a blank facial expression.
"You need to stop being so rude to me. I'm trying my best to do what's best for us." I can tell she is now mad at me.
"What's best for you." I said getting up. "Now get out of my room so I can say bye to my boyfriend." I start to push her out of the room.
"We are leaving in like 30 minutes." She walks out at that.
"Wow so this is it." I say looking around the room thinking of everything I'm losing.
"Babe this isn't it. I will come out and visit you over spring break and any other time I can. I promise, we will Skype, text, face time anything. I'm always going to be here for you." I look at him and start to cry.
"God I'm going to miss you." He says getting up and kisses me on the lips.
"I'm going to miss kissing you everyday." I say slowly looking down.

•30 minutes later•

Nate and I slowly walked to my car. When we got to the car I turned to Nate and I could not say a thing because I knew that it will be a while till I see him again. "So." He says slowly walking closer to me.
"So.. I guess this is goodbye." I look up at him and all I can focus on is tears slowly falling down his face.
"What if I don't say goodbye, would that mean you don't have to go?" Nate wipes his eyes trying to look more tough.
"I wish it worked like that." I say slowly opening my car door. I put my bag on the seet and turned to look as Nate.
"I love you." I say as I hug him.
"I love you too, text me when you get there." He kept getting voice cracks because he was holding in his tears.
"I promise." I go on my tippy toes and kiss his lips before sitting in my car.
"You ready?" My mom asked starting the car.
"I guess." I looked out the window to see Nate watching the car. I waved good bye as we pulled out of the drive way. I watch as Nate slowly diapered into the distance.
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Hey guys I'm so so so sorry I haven't been writing. I have had no inspiration. BUT! Now I have some so here you go😈💕