Waiting Over Time |Tao x Baekhyun Fanfic|

I Died Everyday Waiting For You

Tao smiles as he takes in Baekhyun's presence in Baekhyun's apartment. Tao rests on Baekhyun's bed and God, it smells like Baekhyun. And Tao just wants to thank heaven for giving him this opportunity. But Tao wants to curse the hell when Baekhyun starts their conversation with the word Chanyeol, again.

"Baekhyun hyung~" Tao lazily coos when Baekhyun is done with another sentence about Park Chanyeol. Baekhyun then stops to listen to Tao and Tao's heart just beats so fast because of Baekhyun's innocence, or stupidity for the other people. "H-have you found Chanyeol?" Tao instead asks.

And he curses himself because he knows that this is wrong. He once asked JunMyeon if he can tell Baekhyun that Chanyeol is dead thinking that Baekhyun would know the truth now. But JunMyeon shakes his head no.

And Kyungsoo suggests, "Just pretend that Chanyeol is missing..." Kyungsoo says and Tao just nods because he doesn't have something in his mind then. He doesn't have a plan yet for Baekhyun's hopes.

Baekhyun plays with his hair slowly now, and gently. Baekhyun sighs, "Not yet. But I know I will." Is Baekhyun's answer everytime the Tao asks him this. Baekhyun looks out the window and blinks, waiting for Chanyeol to come and it hurts Tao that Baekhyun doesn't see him.

Tao, thinking that it is the start that they should make Baekhyun adjust to what the truth really is, tells to Baekhyun, "W-what if he left you?" Tao cautiously asks because he doesn't want to say the wrong word or else, Baekhyun might get mad at him. And Tao will kill himself if he does that but he doesn't know why he does that, "Chanyeol left you Baekhyun. He is gone... forever!" Tao doesn't know what he's saying.

Then Baekhyun looks at Tao, surprised. He chuckles a little like Tao just told a joke, he hits Tao's forehead lightly, "What are you saying Tao?!! Chanyeol won't do that? Even though he haven't promise me anything, I know that he won't do that." Baekhyun really trusts Chanyeol.

Then Tao cannot believe what Baekhyun showed him. What the fuck is this?!! So he sits up straight on Baekhyun's bed and Baekhyun is a little confused at why Tao gets up. Tao feels like he's fucked and left a thousand of times because of Baekhyun's stupidity. Tao gulps, "Baekhyun hyung..." he holds Baekhyun's hands and Baekhyun just looks at him innocently. Tao doesn't want to see Baekhyun falling and falling down everytime he tells himself that Chanyeol won't leave him. But Chanyeol did, Chanyeol left Baekhyun with nothing but pain and stupidity. And Tao doesn't want to see Baekhyun like this.

Tao, seeing the face of the clueless Baekhyun, bites his lips to stop himself for saying the truth. He thinks of what will happen and the time ticks and tocks once again. Tao breathes as he travels through time and there he is with Baekhyun. Baekhyun, once again, is crying and Tao is shouting at him. Tao blinks because Baekhyun breaks down and there he is, shouting like he's so mad. He walks a little closer but he can't hear anything. Tao is about to speak when the time immediately pulls him back the time and here he sees Baekhyun waving his hands in front of him.

Tao shakes his head and suddenly feels dizzy. Baekhyun asks Tao what the problem is and Tao just shakes his head nothing. Tao pouts because every time he attempts to tell Baekhyun the truth, he just can't.

Tao then thinks of the possibilities when he tells Baekhyun the truth, and it is either, Baekhyun will be more depressed, Baekhyun will get angry at him and Tao doesn't want that, or Baekhyun will accept it and Tao hopes that it will be the result. But first, he must tell to JunMyeon about it first.

"What is it Tao?" Baekhyun says and Tao's heart skips a beat when he sees Baekhyun waiting for him. He softens as he says, "I love you..." and Baekhyun's eyes circle in shock. And when it sinks in him, Baekhyun's eyes tell Tao the answer. Tao looks down the ground and expects this rejection. "Whatever... but I love you." he tells for the last time and sets off of Baekhyun's apartment.