A/n: the picture has nothing to do with the story I'm just gonna use pics from the love on tour tour at the moment.
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Harry is 16 and broken. Louis is 19 and is perfect in Harry's eyes ever since they first met that day back stage on the xfactor. But deep down underneath everyone has darkness, and as much as Harry is hurting one thing that he is amazing at is hiding it.
All he feels good at is hiding. Hiding his feelings, hiding his thoughts, hiding the marks dug deep into his arms and thighs and any other open space of skin that he is able to hide, hiding the fat that he can clearly feel incasing his body. He know that when he is called skinny it is a joke of course it is a joke Harry is so incredibly aware of how fat he is. Harry doesn't know why he is the way he is that is what he tells himself on the daily because maybe then the pain will stop and go away. But deep down Harry knows what is wrong with himself.
Maybe now will be different the xfactor is over and One Direction are still together Simon kept us as a band he saw potential is the band - even though Harry will always think that Simon saw potential in the rest of the boys and not Harry.
All that harry wanted was to feel again, feel something that wasn't pain but honestly who was he kidding because he knew that was never going to happen for him.
Harry's biggest problem was though that he was falling for Louis. And Louis was, well Louis was straight and Harry knew that so he knew he would have to continue to keep that in, continue to keep hurting at the thought of the boy that he loved with someone else.
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A/n: I'm sorry this is awful. I'm going to try and get better and this is really short but it is like my initial idea for it so like yeah I will hopefully carry it on. The whole band will stay in this for one direction as well I just didn't feel the need to mention them in the part as it is going to be mainly about Harry and Louis but the band as well yes. So yeah aha.
