Finally the morning of the official K2 zoekt K3 bootcamp was there. I had already packed my backs and practically was ready to go. To be honest I didn't think I would make it this far into the competition and the bond between me, Hanne and Marthe felt very genuine and real. Atleast to me then, I have no clue what they feel or think of me. The ride towards the location of the bootcamp felt like it took hours, I just scrolled away on Instagram and caught myself scrolling a little too much through Hanne her page. I really felt at ease when I was around her, and also a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach appeared everytime she looked at me. I couldn't quit describe it, but it just felt good. "We're here honey" Ben says. Oh yeah for people that don't know Ben is my very loving boyfriend. "Thank you sweetie for bringing me" I give him a quick kiss and step out of the car, walking towards the back and grabbing my stuff. "Goodluck, I love you<3" He says with the sweetest smile on his face. "Thank you baby, I love you too <3" I blow him an airkiss and close the door. Seeing him drive away makes me a little emotional, but I know I will have a blast at the bootcamp. As soon as I walk into the building I see Diede waving at me. "Julia heyyyy!! There is still a bed left here, care to share the room?" I walk up to her and give a big hug. "Are you nervous?" I ask Diede while putting away my clothes, just when I turn around and want to walk out the door, Hanne randomly stands in front of me. "Jee you scared me there" I gasp. "Oh im sorry, I didn't mean to startle you" Hanne says her face turning a little red. I back up back into the room and then Marthe walks in asking if Diede wants to come with her. The two walk out of the room and that leaves me and Hanne there. Then there it is, that weird feeling in my stomach, my heartbeat starts to grow and my hands are starting to get a little sweaty. Hanne steps a little closer, closing the gap between us. "So how are you doing? You nervous for the bootcamp?" she asks while gesturing her hand to the bed. We sit down and talk for a little. We literally talk about anything and everything. I feel her leg almost brushing against mine, it makes my mind go crazy. Almost as if my whole body just wants to feel her touch. But i shouldn't be thinking like this, I have a boyfriend. How could I ever leave Ben. I love him so dearly. But goshhhh that woman!!!!
I can see that Julia her mind drifts off to another place and I can't help but to admire her beautiful face. Gosh Hanne what are you doing?! I think. I know I shouldn't but I just can't help it, i feel this magnetic pull towards Julia that I have never felt so strong before. But I'm married, to Jorn and I love him dearly. But Julia makes my mind go crazy everything I see or hear her. When she dances my mind drifts off to places my thoughts have never went. I want to hold her, I want to feel her body against mine. 'HANNE STOP NO! DO NOT HAVE THESE THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!' Without noticing my hand had placed itself on Julia her knee. Julia her face shot up to look into my eyes and I could see she was a little shocked by my hand on her knee. "I'm so sorry, I don't know why I did that" I gasp and jump up from the bed, walking towards the door. "I will see you in an hour okay at the dance studio" I say and quickly walk away. Cursing myself for what I just did.
"Okay guys welcome to the bootcamp, we are so excited to share this experiece with you all and yeah lets start" Marthe says walking over to the box and putting on Luka Luna.
As time passes and Marthe learns us the dance for Luka Luna I can feel that someone keeps staring at me. Was it Hanne? Is she staring at me? Then without a warning i feel two hands on my waist. "You're doing it wrong" I hear Hanne say. And she guides my hips in the right direction with her hands. I feel her oh so soft fingers tips lightly pressing my hips, her fingernails a little bit digging into my sensetive skin. Then suddenly out of nowhere the music stopped and Hanne her hands quickly left my hip. I was devastated, i wanted the feeling of her hands back. God I never craved anything more than that feeling. The class had come to an end and everyone left the room. I was the only one left, because I wanted to practice the dance some more.
The dance class had already stopped but I heard music coming from the studio so decided to walk towards it. I then caught a glimps of Julia repeating the dance over and over again. "You're getting better at it" I say and slowly step into the studio. Julia's face shot up, she wasnt expecting anyone to come in. "No, please don't stop, continue" I gesture at her. The music starts again and Julia continues dancing, her eyes following me as I walk further into the room and walk up behind her. My hands once again place themselves on her hips. I can feel her body tensing underneath my hands. My god how can she be so pretty and her body so perfect. I feel like i'm losing control of my actions, our bodies inches away from eachother. Wanting to be closer, closer than this. I turn her around with a quick motion and our eyes meet. Time seems to slow down, all I can focus on is her and only her. I lower my eyes and see our hips moving in sync. Her eyes seem to have some difficulty with only looking at my eyes. Her gaze often drifts off to my lips. I want to kiss her badly right now. I can feel Julia coming even closer to my body. Her eyes full of wonder and a hint of lust. At the same time our faces move towards eachother, our lips almost touching. "Wh- What? Hanne uhmm I need you to come with me" Marthe says, standing shocked in the door opening.
"What were you doing there, you have a husband!" Marthe practically almost screamed at me when we arrive in another room. "I- I don't know, I couldn't help it, I- Julia- She..." I stutter obviously panicking. "Hey hey Hanne, its okay, calm down" Marthe grabs me and holds me into a tight hug, tears start to stream down my face. "I think I love her Marthe, I don't know what to do" I whimper. Marthe takes a step back and grabs my hands. "Do you love her more than Jorn?" she asks keeping a close look on my face expression and body language. "Yes.. No.. well- I don't know" I look away, feeling my face starting to get red. "Let me true to describe it differently then. Do you experience a tingling sensation in your stomach? A wave of happiness and excitement washing over you when you see or hear her?" Marthe asks. A needle could be heard falling onto the floor that quiet it was. "Yes I do" I whisper. It all starts to make sense in my head now. All these thoughts I had about Julia, everything I felt. I'm in love with her. My heart starts beating louder and my cheeks turn red. "AWWW HANNIE!!!!!!! THATS TOO CUTE!!!" Marthe squeals of excitement. She pulls me into a hug and we can barely stand still. "But what do we do about Jorn?" I ask. "We will see Hanne, we first off need to find out if Julia feels the same way" Marthe exclaims and grabs my hand. We run out of the room on our way to the dinnerhall, because it was almost dinner time and elsewise we would be late.
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Just You & Me
FanfictionA story about two young woman, trying to find their perfect path in life. But that doesn't go without ups and downs. Will they be meant for eachother?
