Dear, Healing Woman

Loving him Part 2

I feel like we don't talk about how a horrible man can fuck up a good girl enough. We constantly see the drug dealers on wattpad that change for the good girls. Baby this is reality if you meet the wrong man at anytime in your life he will tear down everything that you have ever built.

At least that's what happened in my story I fell for the wrong man and lost everything including myself. Now it's a year later and I'm still learning how to love myself again and even though he did me dirty I'm fighting everyday not to communicate with him. That's ok right ? It's ok long as I never go back. I learned that I had to chose me and I had to cry those tears I was meant to cry. I needed that more than anything. I needed to find God on my way and learn that, that man that I loved didn't love me as much as he claimed.

To any girl fighting to get over a heartbreak it's ok to let him go and learn to love yourself again. It's ok to cry until you throw up. It's damn sure ok to be alone for a while just promise me you choose you in the end.