Delulu station | VKOOK {O}

~two.

tiredly, taehyung sat on his bed, staring at the now blue ceiling.

his green eyes scanned the room as he rubbed his thighs.

"upgrades." he mumbled tsking. he walked up to a mirror, looking into his green eyes. "i think you look very pretty taehyung. would jungkook think so?" he wanted jungkook to like every single bit of him. of his system. of his soul, if he had one.

system huh? jungkook is not supposed to know he's a robot. there's no way. unless they had gotten married and had kids.

"would he want me to get pregnant for him? i should probably get an upgrade for that as well. i need this to go smoothly." he said, cradling his belly like he had seen the human pregnant women do before.

"my belly is not big enough. i'll just leave it." taehyung mumbles as he rubs his belly, walking towards the *mini-coolant that was in his room. he picked out a "strawberry flavored" drink, uncapping it and chugging it down.

he wiped the back of his lip, the light pink color smearing behind his palm. he let his tongue dart out, licking up the liquid.

"ah, delicious. all the damn time. i wonder if your planet has my favorite drinks there." taehyung thought out loud, tapping his chin. "i'll definitely pack up." he puts the container back into its cooler, throwing himself into his bed.

"little tae." he calls out as the tiny hologram appears from his hand.

"you called?" it responds.

"you still talk like this? i thought i upgraded you."

"sorry big tae. i'm just so used to being like that. what do you need?"

"ok... this is weird... but i like! anyways! search for pictures of jeon jungkook."

"this human again?" little tae says, shaking his head as images of jungkook appear on the hologram.

"don't judge me. please." taehyung says as he sighs dreamily, looking at the images of the man who makes his metallic heart beat.
that makes his stomach feel fluttery like he's going to throw up his favorite strawberry flavored juice.

"i should have made my room pink." taehyung says, shaking his head to redirect his head back to the high quality images of jeon jungkook that appeared before his eyes.

"little tae, last entry for the day." taehyung says, closing his eyes for a few moments.

"set." the tiny robotic voice says.

taehyung opens his eyes, looking at the blue, blank page.

and then he starts:

everynight and everyday, i try. i really do.
i try to stop thinking about you jeon jungkook.

everynight and everyday, i try to stop myself from going to delulu station.

everynight and everyday, everyone tells me i'm either stupid or delusional or weird for liking a human this much.

there are obviously people much worse than me who are...

i don't know.

i'm not that bad. i promise. but at this point, i don't even know who can vouch for me that i am really just... normal i guess.

is love that much of a bad thing?

is it bad that i have feelings for you jeon jungkook?