I have added hayden summerall ,asher angel and Noah Schnapp here later in chapter 9 .And I guess I will do more preferences too and I can be inactive rarely..hope you like it.and also I am gonna do imagines on songs.And the notice of adding Louis P...
TRIGGER WARNING IF YOU ARE SENSETIVE TO SUI CIDAL STUFF AND DEPR ESSION...YOU CAN SKIP...
Your POV "I dont know what you mean.... I am breaking down... Stop poisoning me I am a human too I get hurt I am a person like you too Johnny Why would you do that.... Everyday you will come home late... And leaving early in the morning. Why don't you have time !! I need love...".I say this to my boyfriend Johnny....he always leaves me alone... It's like he is poisoning me...
I had tears in my eyes....and worst of all he didn't cared ...he never did I guess...I ran from the living area where we were arguing probably fighting....I hate it....why doesn't he understands it I am a human .he is making me go crazy. He will never notice the scars .the pain I am in. My parents died ....my sister and brothers are dead. I lost everything. All I had was him ..but now it's like he is leaving me. Poisoned.....
I went inside the bathroom and sat in the water filled bathtub...I looked around for my blade ...here...I thought... It doesn't hurts anymore.i am used to it. I took the blade and slid it in my arm and sliced it like it was a box taped again and again to be opened one more time...
Soon the water was bloody I closed my eyes ....I felt numb.so numb that I could not close the tap of water......
Johnny's POV I saw her leave..I can't do it anymore.she said I am poisoning her ... GOD...!!!AGHHH How do I tell her ... How in the fucking world !!! I love her so so so much that I can't even explain....I am breaking inside ....but no...I don't want her to know I am depressed... I am scared....I heard her close the door of her bathroom... again....I thought. She think I can't see them...the scars...it's just I don't want to notice them...when she runs away from me and I playfully grab her wrist, she winced in pain ...everytime. ... It hurts me ... I went up to check on her .to the bathroom.i stood in front of the door of the bathroom. But my feet fell cold when water touched them..I looked down and saw them...wet. I thought ...what is she doing now ...I thought, starting to break down... Somehow I saw blood flowing out too. I started to panic. I gasped and tried to open the door , I couldn't.... I effortlessly starting punching on the door .my fists bleeding ..... I took a big breath and kicked the door open...I ran inside and saw... Y/n....she was bleeding ... I was sobbing at this point... I rant to the bathtub and closed the tap .... I took her bleeding hand ...it was covered in blood ...the whole bathtub was...and also she was unconscious..but breathing atleast ... I took out my handkerchief and tied it on her hand ...it helped.. so I carried her bridal style out of the bathroom and then laid her down on the bed...I covered my face with my hands in frustration.... Why!!!! Why!!!! Why!!!! I ran down ...still sobbing To take my phone..I grabbed and on the way to the room I called Lauren ,the only person I could call....my hands shaking I clicked the dial button and a couple seconds later I heard Lauren "yeah John?what's up bro?"..I just sobbed and said in between sobs. "Y/n..*sob*.tried.*sob*.to suicide.*I gasped* She is unconscious.*sobbing again*.. She gasped and said "I am coming right now..with the ambulance okay?hang on John keep yourself calm and her alive,and breathing okay?".."yeah".I replied.. I was still sobbing hard but..tried to calm myself down...I couldn't so I held on to her hand still crying...and started saying some things...I knew she couldn't hear me but I just started telling her the truth..
Your POV I heard a voice...someone crying...John.. I thought. Why was he crying..am I dead..no I am not...I am breathing I guess...yeah I am...not dead... I herd him say "I am sorry Muffin,I love you .so so so so much .I was depressed that I will do everything wrong to you..It put me in depression. Today I came home early cuz...cuz..".I heard him sob..God my heart breaked down when I heard what he said and when I heard him sob.then he said,"cuz I was gonna propose you ...I was keeping it a surprise..I regret what I did to you..it gave me anxiety...do early in the morning I left for the therapist and at night I was late because I was working on the proposal.. I know I was late for some other reasons too..but sorry...I want to marry you..to love you..to want to be with you...i guess I don't deserve it ....I hate myself...I am sorry ..and yeah Lauren is also coming ...with the doctor..."I felt he was holding my hand until he left it.. I heard sudden gasps and then I heard coughs ...and then more gasps ...I was getting scared....oh God wake me up...please...
Johnny's POV
I suddenly felt my lungs collapse..I couldn't breathe again ...I was gasping ...coughing.... Then I was just gasping for air...and more gasps and more..and more...and more... But no air.. My entire body started shaking.. I was standing until I fell on my knees..I was shaking and I fell on the ground...I heard footsteps approached and I heard Lauren say.."y/n! you are awake..and.... John!!!.." And I heard the sweet voice of y/n saying "John"...it was the last thing I heard until everything went black...
Your POV I woke up suddenly gasping...I looked around and saw Lauren staring in shock at the floor next to the bed. I looked down. I heard Lauren scream "John!!" I looked at him and said "John".
Lauren's POV Everything was a blur . We took John and y/n to the hospital..the doctor said he was really having an anxiety attack and a panic attack at the same time (Idk if that is possible but I really am sensetive to these things..sorry for any discomfort if caused) and his lungs almost failed ..but he is okay now..I see y/n sitting beside him..I knew he was gonna propose her...and then the doctor came out and said ...he is awake ...I let y/n Stay with him first....
Your POV I went in running and then stopped dead at my feet.. I looked at him...eyes closed on the bed..probably relaxing.. I went near him and said.. "Johnny?" He opened his eyes ..those green orbs..beautiful.... I couldn't help but..kiss him so I did ... He kissed back immediately. And we smiled through the kiss. I loved the feeling... We pulled away and he started to pull something out of his pocket ..a box.. He opened it and said."I know I am in a hospital,and I know I was being the worse ..but I am glad you are okay..so to the point.. I have known you for so long and I didn't expected it to be like this.and blah blah blah ..but will you do me the honor and be my most most most beloved wife and person..?..so y/n y/m/n y/l/n will you marry me?".showing me the most beautiful ring I have ever seen . We have been dating for 4 years and today was the best day... I nodded covering my mouth... And said,"yes!yes!yes!an infinite number of yes"..he smiled and put the ring on my ring finger...I was happy ...he kissed me again...and the Lauren came in .. We talked and his And my family too. We talked about the marriage and 2 months later we were married... That day was the best....I want to stay here with him forever and always...
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