Hendrik looked at Karl-oskar, the one he could never have. How he would've wanted to hug him, kiss him, love him. But he couldn't. He sighed not taking his look off him. "What you staring at? OMG SUS SUS SUS!" Hendriks heart skipped a beat as he heard Erik Martens voice. His mind worked faster than it has ever in any math class to find a answer to Erik Marten. Then he remembered how to fit in with the boys. "NO YOURE SUS FOR LOOKING AT ME!" He yelled back at him. Erik Marten still had some things to say but after a couple of hours he had forgotten all about it.
Another fact about Hendrik was that he wasn't like the other boys. He was different. He didn't scream or make among us jokes. He rather liked TikTok and anime, but he didn't tell that to anyone. They would've never accepted him. There was one more thing... He was gay. He knew it deep inside of him but he hadn't ever even said it out loud thinking someone would hear him.
He went home and was about to post him doing the renegade when someone texted him. It was him. Karl-Oskar! Hendriks mood shifted in a second when he saw the text. All worries vanished. What felt like hours drifted away while Hendrik talked to him. Yes, he was just asking for homework, because Hendrik was the smart kid (again not like the other boys) and yes, their conversation lasted for like five minutes max, but for Hendrik that's that took to get a smile on his face. He laid on his back on the bed while thinking of him. His eyes, nose, mouth... Oh what he would've done to kiss those lips. But he knew no one could ever know about these thoughts. He fell asleep on the bed thinking about life and had a dream about emo unicorns.
