09 - Can't Erase You

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JB POV

It been 4 weeks since Semi and Mark was dating. They're always so lovey dovey to each other every time! It's a pain in the (BEEP) Like seriously, GET A ROOM! Hyomi seems okay with it now. She keeps pushing them together and all...but whenever she does that, I always see a hint of sadness in her eyes. Why? Why is she doing this? There was this time where Semi was away then Mark started hanging out with Hyomi. Hyomi and him just chatted normally but...What I saw that was different was that all those times when Hyomi was with Mark and Semi, she smiled...but when she's alone with Mark...She truly smiles. And that's when I realized..

Hyomi loves Mark

Not me

HYOMI POV

Aish! I seriously can't get him out of my mind! It's killing me! I see them together, my heart cracks. I push them together, my heart rips. I see them kiss and hug, my heart shatters into dust. IT HURTS. I hate it. But I want to give them happiness.

My mind's saying Yes but my heart is saying No. I don't know what to do! Should I continue helping them or should I just steal Mark-Andwae...I can't! I can't! It's impossible for me to break Semi's heart! I never did once and I never once want to! Why is my heart being like this! I tried making myself like Jackson since he's my bias but all of a sudden, he told me he's seeing someone. Her name was Youngji or something. Whatever! Ugh! My heart, my mind. I'M GOING TO LOSE IT!

"Hyomi!" Bambam called

I snapped out of my thoughts.

"N-Neh?" I answered

"Going to your other world again?" Bambam asked

"Ah...neh" I said

"Dude! You should seriously concentrate on your work! Your grades have been decreasing so much that I. Yes me. IS SMARTER THAN YOU!" Bambam said

I laughed.

"You finally admitted your dumb?" I asked

"Pssh! Mwoh? You wish! If I'm dumb, you're dumber" Bambam said

"Fair enough" I said looking out the window

Hmm...what should I do? I can't-

"OI! Stop going off to your other world-" Bambam said

"SHUT UP AND WRITE." I glared

"Y-Yes madam!" Bambam said

Anyways...ahem...I can't erase Mark off my mind! Seriously! I can't really take it. I either have to confess my feelings to Mark soon or I should find someone new which isn't really working right now! Ughh!!! J-Hope oppa found out and setted me up on blind dates! Some of them didn't really suit me.

Example: A guy named Niel. He's sooo handsome that he has freaking girls follwing him everywhere so no no no. If i date him, I'll probably be those girl's hunting list. Ain't risking my life. Plus what's weirder is that I found out later on that he's Semi's brother's member mate.

Another example: A guy named Kris. He's nice and all. I like him but...ONE PROBLEM. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE TO (BEEP) TALL!!! Arggh! Despair!

Another one: That guy...how awkward...For some reason, V had to be there. I mean like, HE'S LIKE A BROTHER TO ME! DATING HIM IS JUST OUT OF THE UNIVERSE! BUT GOD DAMN IT V, IT DOESN'T MATTER TO YOU CAUSE YOU'RE A FREAKING ALIEN!

Then I gave up and told J-Hopie oppa to S T O P... I don't, seriously, know what to do. I even ask-

"Done writin-" Bambam said

"STOP. IN. TER. RUP. TING. ME." I death glared

"I-I think I need to go to the toilets...B-Bye.." Bambam said walking away

Anyways, I even ask JB, of course, cause he's my best best best friend! He's wkays there for me when I'm having hard times. Even me. I'm always there for him. AND I ALWAYS WILL BE! Even him. WE PROMISED! Woah wait-Ahem-Back to my situation.

Oh wait...Just thought of something...Why don't I fall for JB?

Actually, nahh. That's just....no...actually a good idea...But..I want to confess before I do that...but when Should I Confess? I looked around the classroom and saw a poster.

Disco Night?

Ooh! I should tell him my feelings there! Great! But I need a partner...who...

"Oppa! Let me be your partner!" A girl said to JB

"Uhh-" JB said

"Andwaeyo! Me oppa! Meeeee" Another girl pouted

"Ehh? Why you? Why not me?" Another girl said flipping her hair

Tch...girls these days.

"Mian but...I already set my eye on this on girl as my partner" JB said

My eyes widened. Ooh laa laa? Who! WHO! WHO! XD OMG WHO! And when I come back to my senses...I realized..

JB was in front of me.

"Want to be my dance partner...Hyomi?" JB asked

M-Mwoh? Me? Why? I blushed. Uhh...uhh...I don't want him to get the wrong idea so..

"W-Well...okay. But that's because I don't have a partner o-okay!" I said

"Okay" JB smiled

I smiled back.

Disco Night hey...How bad could it be?? I can't wait...to let these annoying feelings out. Because of a guy. Because I couldn't erase him. I'm going nuts. And finally,

I'm letting it go

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Sorry guys! Short chapter~~! Huhu T_T I'm juss busy. Hope you enjoyed the chappie

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