Cliche with a plot twist *ON HOLD*

Chapter 3

A/N the picture is of Eric. And I'm really sorry for not uploading! *read at your own risk. I started the book a while back, and since then my writing has gotten a lot better. I'm going to finish the book, and afterwards I'm going to go back a slowly edit it*

**Warning**
May be triggering to some people. There is self harm in this chapter and the beginning of anorexia.

**Recap**

A few hours later.
"Shh" Matt tells me for the umpteenth time.
"Can't help it" I whisper shout holding back a giggle.
You see, right now we are in school. You may be thinking why? Well, um, we have decided to see if Mr. H is here waiting for any one. Also to set some video cameras around the places he would go. Not my idea! It was Matt's. We continue walking down the hallway. I stop because I can hear talking in the last class room on the left. That's Mrs. Cody's class room. I wonder who would be in there. When I look I gasp. I guess I gasped loud enough to bring attention to my self be cause they looked up.
"What are you doing here?!" Shrieked .........

**story**

"What are you doing here?!" Shrieked Carly. Now your probably wondering why she is with Mr. H. Well that's where you have it wrong. She is with Mason. Mason is one of her minions. Before you assume anything, Mason is a girl. What is she doing? Well I'll tell you. She was about to have what looked like s*x before we interrupted. So I guess she's lesbian.
"W w we um didn't like um don't tell any one or Mason and I will ruin your reputation!" Carly stutters out.
"I wasn't planing on that. I'm not mean like you" I reassure her. "But when where you going to tell people? And did you have to have s*x with every guy? Even the taken ones?" I change the subject while asking the million dollar question.
"We just didn't want anyone to find out." Is her response.
"No! You to told me we had to do it! I wanted to save myself not have my first time be at a house party with a guy!" Mason speaks up for the first time tonight.
"So it looks like your minion doesn't really like you. I would tell everybody that your lesbian, but I don't really want to do that to Mason" I turn on my heal and walk away but not before hearing the words I'll always remember. Your just a fat slut.
Now the slut part doesn't bother me. It's the fat part. I have been called fat numbers of times before, but this was just the last straw.
I need to get skinner.
I'm just going to skip meals. Nobody cares so no one will notice.

When I get home I go up to my mirror and look at my self in disgust.
I pinch my stomach to see my extra fat. I pinch my thighs. I was walking around with all this fat hanging off me. I wonder if people think of me as the fat girl. Maybe that's why I have a limited amount of friends. And the only ones I have are from a while back. Maybe they feel guilty leaving me. I don't know why they would, but maybe they do.
I'm going to go to bed early so I can skip dinner easer and know one will question. I just have to think of something else for tomorrow and the days after that.
"Cole! I'm going to bed early!" I yell down the hall.
"Sure whatever" Cole says off handedly. He just doesn't know how much that hurt me.

I pull up the covers to my chin turn around so I'm on my stomach and cry softly into my pillow.

I need to find a way to forget the pain. I have read books that have the main character a self- harmer and they say it relieves pain. Maybe I should try it. But they always say not to.. I think I should try. I'm not one to listen to people anyways. Witch is ironic considering that I just  listened to Carly. I stand up quietly and grope around till I find my bathroom door. I push it open and flick on the light. I open my cabinets and grab an extra razor blade. I hover over my skin for half a minute debating wether of not to go through with this, but I finally just decide to make a few slashes in my wrist. One for nobody caring, one for being fat, and one for being ugly. When I'm done I clean up my mess. I change p.j.s because the ones I'm wearing have blood on them. I wash out the blood then through them in the Landry hamper.
Once I crawl into bed I'm out like a light.

I awoke with the birds chirping, the sun shining, and jumped out of bed. Ok, fine. The only thing that's true is jumping out of bed. But that didn't go as planned, I got tangled in the bed sheets. The noise I woke up to is the sound of my brothers blasting music in the bathroom. He has the bathroom so I don't get so much time. It's ok. You learn to live with it. I'm going to have to skip showering today and just slip some clothes on. I'll have to go really quick when Cole gets out of the bathroom. And I'll just brush my teeth since I have face cleanser wipes for days like this. So mean while, I grab some light washed skinny jean capris and a light mint long sleeved scoop necked top. To Finnish it off, I slipped on my silver toms. I just brush some light make up on after wiping my face clean and run a brush trough my chocolate brown hair leaving it natural.

On the way to school we just had to stop to get food. Ugh boys and their stupid needing for food 24/7. That is why I was late for class and got detention. Well I guess it was another excuse for not eating. When I got home I could say I'm beat. Maybe it will work, and maybe it won't. They did seem oblivious last night.

No way?! Why does he have to be here? I just can't get away from this boy.

"So you got yourself a detention? What did you do?" He asked.
"Not that I care.." He added quickly.
"Yup, I really believe that" I say the sarcasm dripping from my voice.
"Well you should because it's true" he tries to cover up his lie.
"Ok then. So what are you doing here?" I answered his question with a question.
"Not that I care" I mocked him. He just glares back at me.
"I got caught smoking on campus" he replies trying to be cool. If I was someone else I would probably be blushing or something, but I'm not. I'm me.
"Wow, so cool" I say sarcasm dripping from my tone as I walk away, or as far as I can get considering I'm in the same room as him, sadly.

A/N I know that this chapter wasn't very good, but Ya.... I'm going to go back and edit this book after its completed. Which will be a loooong time. So none of the parts are edited. You know that I'm changing Rocky to Selena Gomez, right? I posted a pic of her on the first chapter. Eric is Hunter Hayes. Now click the vote button if you liked the chapter, type a comment if you want to say something, and read the next chapter! (When I update.. Haha)