Pov Sandra:
"I gotta go, I'm gonna see how's everything going with the things for the fucking color war" Cindy said before storming out of the cabin and shutting the door behind her.
"God, is she okay?" Alice sighed "she just swore".
"Who knows" I swallowed hard trying to fight back the tears.
I sat on the floor and buried my head on my knees feeling the tears falling down my cheeks.
"Hey hey" Alice kneeled next to me.
"What's wrong?" Joan jumped out of my bed and sat next to me.
"I'm such an idiot" I sobbed as Joan pulled me to her chest hugging my head "How did I think she would ever look at me that way?".
"Hey, don't say that" Alice said squeezing my thigh.
"I really thought she liked you, but fuck it, you're so beautiful and there are a lot of boys and girls after you" Joan rubbed softly my arm.
"Thanks but I don't want anyone else, I'm in love with her but we're just friends" I sobbed softly.
"I know that" Alice said "but I also know she likes you too, I've seen the way she looks at you, 'just friends' don't look at each other's like that".
"I don't think so Alice" I sniffed raising up my head from Joan's chest.
"Yes, she does, otherwise she wouldn't have been that angry" Joan said whipping the tears of my face with her fingers "Just give her some time to end up the things with Tommy".
"Meanwhile, you should date someone... maybe the Sunnyvaler" Alice suggested.
Bad idea, I mean, she's pretty and everything but she's not Cindy.
"I don't know" I shocked my head.
"She's pretty and she really likes you, you should give her a chance and then you'll find out if Cindy Berman has a crush on you or not" Alice said.
"Yeah and if she gets jealous means that she's into you" Joan said.
It's not a bad idea after all.
"I'll think about it" I nodded.
"That's my girl" Joan smiled and kissed my forehead.
"Thank you girls" I smiled "so... what was that thing you needed before?".
"Oh, we were looking for your lighter, Kurt stole mine" Joan chuckled.
"And Arnie lost mine" Alice sighed.
"Oh, okay" I stood up and looked for my lighter "here" I gave it to them.
"Do you still have the cherry flavored ones?" Alice asked me.
"Nop, Ziggy took the last one this morning, I only have the cherry vape but I have some watermelon flavored".
"Can I try your vape?" Alice smiled.
"Yeah, It's inside the drawer under my shirts, there is also a blueberry flavored one if you want" I nodded.
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Secret // Cindy Berman
Fanfiction"Everyone has secrets and personally, I have a lot of them, but my favorite has a name and it's yours" . - No curse- -Actual time- . Cindy Berman x fem OC TW: self harm, physical and emotional abuse, rapē, use of drugs and alcohol, violence.
