- They only want your mask - Haikyu angst collection -

The art of swallowing (angst/ hurt)

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Self deprecating thoughts
Divorce
Emetophobia

He didn't know when life his became a blur

He just knew it wasn't recently

Maybe it was 6 years ago before his parents divorced

Or maybe even 3 years ago when he joined the nekoma volleyball club

All Kuroo knew was his life wasn't as it used to be.

When he was 5 his parents started having fights

Sometime little ones like his dad forgot to get eggs from the grocery store

Or later on when he was 8

Who his mother was sleeping with

Kuroo would often sleep with a pillow covering his ears, drowning out the noise.

When he went to Kenmas house for sleepovers, the habit carried.

When he was 9, he started getting nasty stomach aches, which could sometimes last for days.

He would force himself not to puke, thinking puking made him weak.

And like that

He developed emetophobia

When kuroo turned ten, he brought water up to his room.

Yknow the plastic ones

And would drink them

But sometimes he just couldn't swallow it

He'd try so hard and end up choking or spitting it out

When he joined the nekoma volleyball team, his life somehow turned up.

He met kai, Yaku, tora, fukunaga, inuoka, sakishima, lev, shibayama and Kenma and so many others

He knew he wasn't gonna get better immediately

but

It still hurts when he can't swallow

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In a silly goofy mood today 🤪 anyways have a good day or night :)

Today (09/21/21) I'm using [she/it] btw