dear diary,is this my actual life?

#19

dear diary,

well its been a few weeks since i didnt publish but today im happy because on wednesday we are going back to our home country and im so happy to see my friends again and also today i dont know what im feeling its like a combination of my feelings my crush finally replied to me and he said "hi" and then "how are you" i dont know what im feeling today is it happy or sad or i dont know oh and it is also my moms bday

-me(march 22)