My Dearest Harry (H.S. Imagines)

Letting you go

Synopsis: Y/N falls into subspace but Harry's on tour. Later, she decides to surprises him.

Y/N misses Harry.

She misses waking up to his pretty face in the mornings. She misses his strong arms wrapped around her waist at night. She misses his cinnamon scent around their shared home and him singing in the shower. She misses their dances in the kitchen and their midnight McDonald's runs. The scent that used to make her weak in the knees and fill her stomach with bazillions of butterflies, now leaves a sinking feeling inside her belly.

During lockdown, while many couples separated (and divorced), Y/N and Harry worked on making their relationship stronger. Living together they had their fair share of fights but both of them realized that the love they have for each other is way more important than their ego. So it's safe to say that their bond only grew deeper. She had grown accustomed to seeing her love every day and him saying goodbye to her for the tour was probably the hardest thing they had to do. Y/N would have loved to go and support him but her mother needed her. She was hospitalized due to a heart attack and Y/N was devastated after finding out about it from her mum's fiancé— August. She is extremely close to her and loves her to death. Her mother was by her side during every up and down of her life and finding out about her condition was painful. So she vowed to stay by her side until she gets better.

Of course, her mum had encouraged her to go with him when she saw her daughter's lips turned downward into a sad frown and eyes longing to see her lover, but Y/N wasn't having it. Harry was being all pouty when he found out that his girlfriend wasn't going with him but being the supportive and understanding boyfriend he is, he assured her that it's fine and she can eventually join him when her mother gets better. But that doesn't change the fact that they long to see each other. Loving someone can be easy but honoring that love can be difficult sometimes.

Y/N's lips turn into a pout looking at the picture of her and her boyfriend. They're in bed and Harry is kissing her cheek while she has her eyes closed with a big, happy smile on her face. She misses his kisses a lot. But more than anything, she misses her daddy. Sex with Harry was everything. He can be both the dominant and the submissive but Y/N loves it when he dominates her. His dark eyes and unruly hair is the biggest turn on. She loves it when he orders her in bed because she just loves being daddy's good girl. Even though sometimes Harry can be rough during sex, he always makes sure to ask her if she's okay. She especially loves the aftercare. He'd place kisses on her bare skin, telling her she's such a 'good girl' and how much he loves her when she was being all subby.

Y/N's vision clouds and the pout on her lips deepening while her brain turns hazy. She searches the house in order to find her daddy but whimpers when she hears the loud voices of some kids playing in her neighbours' backyard. Usually, Harry is always there with her, taking care of her when she's in this state of mind because she's really innocent and he doesn't want anyone taking advantage of that. She tightens her hands into fists before walking back into the living room. She plops down on the grey couch before fidgeting with her hands and anxiously nibbling on her bottom lip.

"D— daddy." She whimpers softly, dialling Harry's number on her phone.

"Baby," Harry breathes out on the other line after the fourth ring. He sounds like he's relieved about something that he was concerned about.

"H—hi," She whispers.

"Wha's goin' on, angel?" He asks her softly, before turning back to his band telling them that he'll be back. He walks out of the room he and his band were rehearsing in before shutting the door and leaning against the wall outside with a lovesick grin on his face. Hearing her voice made him really happy.