twilight saga 4(Mackie edition)

Chapter 19

After looking at the paintings he asked himself"why do I deserve to live either?" My mom's gone because of a illness because something was wrong with her, Em *he starts crying* my love ,I know you in heaven with the Angels right now and sorry to disturb you but just remember I'm here for you never change your personality your amazing,your beautiful, you saw yourself as imperfect but your really perfect in my eyes the first time I came to school and talked to you I know we had a special bond I knew I loved you and I was looking forward for you to be my wife but I guess a illness had to get between us. So as I said anywhere you are I will be too to fulfill my promise I will for you although I know you won't be happy I did it. Austin: bye Ciara ,I guess you gonna lose another friend I promised Em that anywhere she is I will be there too so see u later I guess.he got a jump rope knotted it and tied it to the ceiling fan (it was off)he said well here it goes ,in Ciara came running into the room.Austin!!! Don't its not worth it!!! Taking your life isn't worth it and u know if Em was here she wouldn't like it . Austin: but if she she didn't die because of lung cancer I wouldn't have to commit suicide.Ciara:She is here!!! She's just not here in reality ,stop doing crap it's not worth ending your life !! I don't want to dead friends in consecutive days and they both were lovers .No !!! How do you think I would feel *she start crying * austin it ain't funny ,it's not a pretty thing to die and do it on purpose to its not! So stop! Never do it again
Austin:Oki Ciara I won't
Ciara :Ciara Oki aussy but just get your ass to bed take down that rope and if u wanna jump rope use it but just don't kill yourself with it ......remember you have school tomorrow
Austin:oh yea ! Night then

*CIARA COMES OUT THE ROOM AND TURN S OF THE LIGHT*