The Girl In LA || Becstin Fanfic

10.) With Out Her

Austin's POV

Becky is going to be in New York City for the day. I'm probably going to be in the studio working on my album.

The mahomies have been waiting forever for this. I want it to be the best it can be. I still have no clue when the release date is... Probably not for a couple months.

This is going to be a long day. Just Rob and I in the studio. Rebbeca always made it fun and interesting. I'm going to miss her. I just hope she stays safe.

It was 11:23 and I had to start getting ready for the day. I took a quick shower and put a whole black outfit on. Simple yet it looked good.

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I've been working for like 5 hours with out a break. So I decided to call Becky. I missed her voice and her laugh. I just hope she's not sleeping.

Ring..

Ring..

Ring..

"Hello.." She answered with a sleepy voice.

"I'm sorry babe. Did I wake you up?"

"Yeah. But it's okay.. I miss you." I wish I wasn't stuck here. The thought of her being there with out me drove me insane.

"I miss you too, baby. Don't worry we'll see eachother soon. How's New York?"

"It's beautiful.. Everything is so big it makes me feel smaller than I already am." She giggled into the phone.

"You're beautiful. And your height is perfect every thing is just too big."

"Thank you." We were both quiet for a minute.

I spoke into the phone "I bet you're tired.. Go to sleep and text me when you wake up. Okay?"

"Okay.. Stay safe, baby."

"I will, Princess. I promise."

We both hung up and I continued working. I just want to be able to hug her and kiss her while I work. She makes me want to try harder, to be more successful. It's been 1 day and I miss her so fucking much.

I don't know what I'm going to do when I have to leave.

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Becky's POV

It was good to hear his voice. I could tell he was tired. I want to go up to him and kiss him and tell him to sleep.

But I couldn't I was a 8 hour flight away. Also he wasn't mine. I wish he was. I'm mad at both of us for this. I fell too fast for Austin and now I don't even know if he truely likes me... Yeah he calls me Princess and babygirl. But who knows if there's someone in Florida that he says that too. I'm mad at him because he won't ask me out. I know for damn sure I won't tell any one he doesn't want me to. Unlike Camila I want my private life to stay private.

By now I'm in tears. I'm over thinking and I need to stop. Maybe talk to someone. But the only person I want to talk to is Austin. At the thought of him I picked up my phone. I need to hear him talk. Have me calm down. I need to hear him say I'm the only girl he's talking too. I know I sound insane but I need to know, I need to hear it come from his mouth.

Ring..

Ring..

The wait was killing me.

"What's up?"

"Austin?" I said in a weak, shackey voice.

"Baby, what's wrong? What happened?"

"I need to make sure.."

"Make sure of what?"

I know I'm going to sound crazy, maybe even make him leave.

"I need to make sure I'm the only girl.. I know we aren't dating but I fell for you and I fell hard. I need to make sure you aren't playing with me. Cause if you are youneed to tell me so I can get over you and move on."

He was silent. Not even making a sound.

"Austin?"

"Baby-"

"Answer me. Please. I'm going to go insane if you don't tell me."

"I'm not playing with you.. I really like you. I always have. Why would you think like that?.." I could hear the sadness in his voice.

"I started thinking about us and if we are going to become an us.. And then I started think about girls you ould be talking to and if you truely like me. I'm just over thinking.. Please don't get mad at me."

"I'm not mad.. I'm upset that you would think that. I'm not that kind of person. You of all people should know that."

"I'm so so so sorry, Austin."

"Just go to bed. I'll call you tomorrow."

"I'm sorry." There was regret and depression in my voice as I talked.

I was still crying my eyes out. Why do I always ruin everything?

I cried myself to sleep not knowing whether or not I still have a chance with Austin. I need him.

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Author's note

Hey guys sorry for not updating I had no wifi this weekend. I'll try and post tomorrow.

Bye loves :)