Overthinking

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     Honestly, I don't know how to explain the feelings I have with him.It is almost as if he doesn't know I'm there.I shake, I twitch and cry.Now I'm thinking nothing is supposed to be made for me.He did really betray me huh.My only hope really did move on. . .Now that I'm thinking about it, it really hurts me.Seeing Myron SMILE like that with other people hurts me even more.Does he even care at this point!?; It is just stupid how he  betrayed me like that.Does he even know how much I care for him?I was always waiting for him, Always will; but it is too much.GO GO GO AWAY!!, please. . .please I beg you universe...let me stop Overthinking.I really shouldn't stay, really should've stayed. Love hurts doesn't it.But it doesn't matter anyways, I understand this feeling.Well they do say love is pain, I don't think there is a reason for me to think this way?...No there is reason.Ugh nothing seems so be real at this point.

-ly Myron September 22 2021

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