Dear Niall,
How have you been? It's been so long since we've talked. It seems like forever ago. You're 35 now and I still can't believe that. You've been gone for so long. Wasn't it just yesterday when you gave that speech at Madison Square Garden the night we performed? I miss that. I miss running out on stage with the light in our eyes, girls screaming our name. Although they could never replace Dani. It all happened so quickly I don't think we ever got a chance to even realize what was going on. We truthfully were the luckiest lads in the world. And the closest at that. Well I should probably let you know what we have been up to.
Zayn has been doing well. Him and Perrie split a few months ago. He took it pretty hard, but we've been helping him out. He's better now. Zayn actually moved in with me and Danielle temporarily and he's still such a slob after these years. Oh, and he doesn't smoke anymore. He felt he owed it to everyone.
Now for Louis. Louis is still living with Harry. Although him and Eleanor are still together. After all the shit he gets he still doesn't let it get to him too bad. Since we announced our band's break up, people haven't been on him as much. Which is good. He has tried for a few different roles in TV shows and movies and has landed a few in the past. Funny how it all works out. He ended up doing what he wanted to do as a little kid. Almost, he doesn't teach it, but I think he'd enjoy this more.
Harry is doing alright as well. Like I said he still lives with Louis, but he might be moving out soon. Since you left he hasn't had a serious girlfriend. He misses everyone a lot. Especially you. There is someone he has been seeing, but honestly I don't think it's going to last. I feel bad for him. He really wants to sing again. But he made a promise, as we all did, that no matter what we would never go as solo artists, and that is a promise we intend to keep. He really hasn't done much, really. But I promise he is okay.
Last but not least, me. Well first I would like you to be the very first of the lads to know that I'm proposing to Dani today. It's been such a long relationship and I just love her so much Niall. She lives with me like I said, and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with her. Like Harry, other than that I really haven't done much since the break up. Other than spend time with Danielle and take care of Zayn. Sorry to bore you.
We miss you so much, Niall. I think of all the lads I am taking this the hardest. Don't get me wrong, we all miss you, but you were the greatest friend I ever had. Those memories are some I will never forget. That's a promise. We could never forget you if we tried. You are so special. And your laugh and overall outlook on life--one in a million.
If I could go back in time and stop you from storming out of the studio I would. If I could have stopped you from driving off that day, and stopped the driver in the other lane, I would have done it. They said you didn't suffer, which is better. I will never shake the image of you on the stretcher from my mind. Your eyes that were once so full of life and happiness had been completely drained.
It was hard, Niall. It's hard to have your closest mate ripped away from you.
Why did you leave us so soon?
Why did you leave me?
You promised me you would never leave us. You weren't suppossed to go so soon.
And I know you're still with me, a soul so strong can never truly leave, but every day I wake up and expect it all to be some sort of dream. Or nightmare, rather.
But don't get lonely up there, because before you know it, we will all have our time too. Then we can all be together again, this time for good. Do they have concerts in heaven? Maybe we can put on one last show as One Direction. I think our fans would like that, yeah? And sit around the fire while you play that guitar like you always did.
I can't wait to hear your voice again. You always sounded like an angel, but now you really are one. Save us a spot around the fire. We'll all be together again soon.
And that's a promise.
With Love,
~Liam
