one look

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one look

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the moon is high, nayeon finds herself breathing in rather deeply.

it's the third time that week she decided upon jumping out her window again, making sure she caused no noise when she landed on their backyard's bushes. of course, the impact had caused the leaves to rustle, but not too much that it could actually wake her parents up.

she isn't really the type to sneak out at midnight just to be able to attend that music and dance week they held at school every end of the year, but what else can she do? her parents forbid her from going because, well: kids and drugs and alcohol and drugs.

and kids, mostly those of like hirai momo.

but yet again, what else exactly can nayeon do? the dancer was driving her insane!

the first time she met momo, it was under the worst circumstances, mostly on nayeon's part.

kim jisoo just dumped her (in public) after four months of dating.

she should've seen it coming, anyway. jisoo is that one kid. the type to woo you even without actually doing so. it was annoying, really. all she ever needed was that captivating shine when you stare into her chocolate brown eyes, and that stupid, awfully charming heart-shaped smile everyone was to die for. the word is that kim jisoo's heart shaped smile was danger girls needed to look out for. and nayeon thought it was absurd.

there's no way one smile could flip her heart over like pancakes and send cold shivers down her spine. her life isn't a romcom.

but maybe she thought wrong. because sophomore year happened and kim jisoo learns of nayeon's disinterest in her, and you know teenagers.

it's a thrill for them, proving someone wrong.

and it wasn't supposed to work on nayeon, no. she wasn't that girl— the type to get woo-ed ever so easily by the kim-jisoo-type. but she didn't know exactly how it happened, either.

maybe she was just young, and naïve enough to fall right on jisoo's trap.

of course after proving to the entire school that this im nayeon girl can and will fall in love with her, jisoo decided it's time to let her go—perhaps, rather harshly— (people were watching while jisoo pulled the "i just feel like we'd be better off as friends" line on nayeon.)

teenagers, you know how they are.

and it's not nayeon's fault she'd cried over it. nayeon was fourteen. nayeon didn't know shit. she didn't know anything besides the illusion that it did hurt being tricked by the most popular girl in school, whom she really did love at some point.

and yeah, i guess that's nayeon's first heart break.

(all the entire rest of nayeon's firsts, kim jisoo certainly didn't deserve.)

if only i could take back my first kiss from that conceited, self-absorbed assho—

suddenly there was a snort coming from behind her, where the tall sycamore tree of the school's garden stood. and then, a voice came through. a very unfamiliar one nayeon didn't think she'd heard before;

"crybaby,"

it's the main reason why she snapped her head rather abruptly towards the voice. and there she was, a girl.