REPLACEMENT ( Hinata x Kenma fan-fic)

SELFISH

CHAPTER 02

I leave hinata at my house, avoiding him cause I know if he ask me more questions I might hurt his feeling and also leave me like kuroo's did

I stop to convenience store to buy some drinks when I see kuroo holding tsukishima's waist in the counter , I hesitate to come inside and think to left when kuroo notice me

He call my name and wave at me , like we were just old friend that didn't see each other for long time

I wave back at him and force to smile my heart hurts seeing kuroo clinging to others , they walk towards me

" Long time no see " kuroo said like we don't have a past
" It's been a long time since I last saw you" he's voice change when he said that, I don't know if it's just me but I feel like he miss me too

"Yeah" I nod , I feel so awkward, I want someone to save me to this situation

"What are you doing here all alone?" Tsukki said , he's voice is calm but I feel like he's insulting me

" I'm here to buy some beer , by the way Im going hinata's waiting to my apartment" I said and walk inside the convenience store

Kuroo glance at me before they leave

As always, hinata's is still my excuse to run away for situation like that , again I feel so pitiful about myself

I already left the store when I suddenly saw a familiar figure in the corner, I didn't mind that at first but when I am closer to him , it walks towards me , it's kuroo

" What are you doin here?"

" I was waiting for you"

"Why, do you need anything?, Where's tsukki....." I didn't finish what I'm saying when he suddenly grab my hands tightly, wearing a pitiful eyes looking straight to me

"Kenma.... Are you. happy to him?" He lean his head in my shoulder

"I.. am" I crack my voice when I answer it

"What about you, are you happy being with him?"

"Yeah" he answer

Then why are you acting like this? I said to my mind

"But , I'm happier beside you , I miss you so much " he said and hug me tightly, I hug him back telling how much I miss him too , and how much stupid I was to letting him go

He said he's willing to be with me but he can't leave tsukki behind, I don't know what that means so he made it clear

"We both have a partner that we don't want to hurt , if we want to be together we need to keep our relationship a secret " he explained

I love him so much and want to be with him , and j didn't want to hurt Hinata as well so I just nod to be able to hold him and felt his love again

I know it's selfish but that the part of love .