"divorced"[Beomjun/Yeongyu]

FIGHT OR FLIGHT

time passed by , what a lucky person Choi yeonjun are for having Choi Beomgyu as his one and only. Choi Soobin ? We will talk about that later.

so many things happened right after soobin got into the car accident. Rumors spreading around so fast like there's no tomorrow. The whole Choi company already know that Beomgyu and yeonjun will be having a newborn baby.

But they never expected that Soobin will also be having a baby. Even himself couldn't believed it.

- throwback -

"Why are you chasing back for Soobin when you're the one who's at fault?" Yeonjun asked the woman who came to visit Soobin at the hospital but she seems like she sugarcoating something.

"I just wanted to visit on him...there's so many things I wanna talk about with him but I came here just to inform him only about one thing that will give him so much meanings of life. Yes I slept with this guy , but before that happened..." arin says as she lowered her head down looking on her feets.

Yeonjun looked down at her as he feels like something isnt right. He know what happened but he never expected this will happen once he heard the news from arin. Yeah yeonjun might be gay but before he's gay , he's been with so many women before he met Beomgyu , he believed that woman have a soft spot when they know if they should trust someone or not. And Yeonjun feels like arin deserved better.

Yeonjun gasped as soon as he heard what arin told him as he widened his eyes , covering his mouth with his both hands "are you fucking around with me right now??????" yeonjun asked just to make sure he ain't into her games but Aron's expressions make it more 100% obvious that what she told yeonjun was all true , nothing fake but only truths.

"I will be going now...I hope one day..you will pass this message to Soobin and please...I hope he could at least listen to you once you explain these things to him..please take care of 'him' " arin said , he could see that there's tears inside her eyes but he couldn't stop anything , arin told him that she didn't want to meet with any of people who have been interacting with Soobin or related to him since this is her last farewell but she couldn't get the chance to even pass her words towards Soobin since he keep pushing her away.

- now -
Rumors have been spread and it's true. "Soobin have a newborn baby??? I thought he didn't have any partner??" , "Wait he's having a baby boy?!?" "It must be good for the baby because he gets some of soobin's genes" , "poor that boy for not having a mom" , "poor Soobin , he must be having a hard time raising the baby by himself"

..... Soobin is now a single dad , having a newborn baby without any supports is hard but that's what he deserved. Pushing his 'someone' away without listening to her explanations. But things already happened , we couldn't blamed him for that.

"Before arin passed away.. she told me that she have brain tumor...and the doctor told her that the chances for her to live is hard , even if she get the surgery , the chances are still small , she was having a baby in her stomach, she admitted that she used to slept with another guy besides Soobin , but before that happened , she told me that on your (Soobin and Arin) anniversary, you slept with her and even made out with her , not only once...but more than that..she told me that you were so drunk..you never mentioned her name while you two making out , she found out that you love Beomgyu more than your own fiancé , so she was depressed and down back then and you were never there for her , she was drunk , one of her guy friend helped her to get into her home but ended up slept with her , but they didn't do anything , he was about to start it but arin stopped him , and you came at the wrong time , after she slapped him you suddenly barge into her room and saw them on the bed. Things happened and you're the one who drifting yourself away from her , please stop blaming her for having this baby, I know this is hard but if you still didn't believed what she told me then please get DNA test with this baby , i could tell this baby is yours , Choi Soobin , look at his face already have your lips. Isn't this obvious? You still didn't want to raise this baby?" Yeonjun explained to him , his face was so desperate, watching Soobin cried , tears falling down non stop , he keep crying while trying to move away from yeonjun and the baby that he's holding in his arms but luckily Beomgyu stopped him from moving from behind. "Hey..it's okay..I know it's hard but please have some time for yourself to rethink your decision , even if you feels like this baby isn't yours..he still need a dad to live , there's no humans who deserves to be unloved , even you too , you don't know how much people loves you right now so why you keep running away from him? You both need someone to love so you can be loved. This is your chance Choi Soobin" Beomgyu said as he pats on his back , softly rubbing soobin's back.

It hurts to see Soobin crying , yes it must be hard for him knowing he did so many mistakes. But things happened , this is the only chance for him to be a better person. And if he still didn't want to raise the baby , we must take him to the orphanage home even though that's not what yeonjun and Beomgyu wanted because they both know that arin really wanted Soobin to raise their baby.

Please read sincerely from me (the author) ;

Things happened , but people deserved to be loved , even if you feels like you don't deserved the loves. You deserved so much better. Reach out for people if you needed help , do not bottle up those hard feelings. There's so many people who would love to love you. September is suicide prevention month , please check up on your friends , family members and your online mutuals. Do not be scared to ask for help , you deserves better. You deserves loves. I love you.