Through all of the lies...we both seen the beauty. everyone told us to stop, just give up...but we didn't.
Through all of the lies there was an abundance of love. And sacrifice. I've never met a more beautiful soul in my life, This person stuck around through the thick and the major thin. This person never even thought about leaving.
Through the lies...came the pain. The long nights filled with nothing but tears and vomiting. Yes, I came up with 98% of the lies...and hell now do I regret it? Yes. With every last piece of my soul. It still burns me up to this day...And she thinks it's funny.
Through the lies there were more lies. All there were was lies. Neither of us could type a single sentence without a lie being withheld in it.
Through all the lies came the self harm. Little did I know how bad I was damaging this person. Little lie by little lie the person was wasting away. You'd think because I was so in love I could have came out with the truth.
Through all the lies...came the suicidal thoughts. Self harming isn't really suicidal. But I made it so bad this person didnt even want to wake up the next day, The person was just waiting to take her last breathe and for the pain to go away.
Through all the lies we are still in love.
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Stop The Lying
РазноеLying leads to heartbreak. I would know. I've lied and so has my partner...it's rather hard to stop the lying when we are in a long distance relationship. The past lies have lead to bulimia, anorexia, cutting and even suicidal thoughts. I'm not maki...