When she came back

pt three Its complicated

waThe next day I realized that I couldn't like Xaviar. If his mom freaked when we kissed how would she react if she found out he was dating someone with a son.

His mom would probably never let him leave the house. And I don't even have time for a guy. I barley have time for my number one guy Damian.

I was going to have to dump him But I couldn't tell him why. Next I had dance so I guess I could tell him then.

"Xaviar?"

"Hey cutie."He said pulling me in and kissing me.

"Hey. I need to talk to you."

"Yes but before you do. . . "

He kissed me again.

"Um. . . . Never mind."

I couldn't do it. I kinda really liked him. I've never really like someone before. And I didn't wanna lose this.

"Oh okay. Can we work on tbe dance at your house tonight? Im not positive but I think that my mom is thinking about banning you from our house."

"Um. . . Ill have to ask. Ill um. . . Get back to you on that."

Next thing I knew I was already pulling out my phone to call gran.

"Gran? Hey---Yeah its great. Do you think we could have Xaviar over tonight so we can work on our dance? Yeah, can you not be there--

Can you get rid of all the D-A-M-I-A-N stuff. okay bye gran"

"So. . . ?"

"She said yes! What time?"

"Why don't I just drive you home and Ill just you know. . . stay there."

"What about your church thing?"

"Ill skip it. We dont do much anyway."

"Okay. Im looking forward to it."

By the end of the day I couldnt wait to get inside Xaviars cute clunky old car.

He waited for me to pack up and walked me to his car.

"Okay here we go."

We drove for what felt like a few minutes but it takes almost an hour to get home to my place.

The entire time he watched the road with safe intense eyes. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it to let me know he was still aware of me.

I couldve let him drive me forever. I felt like I vould fall alseep in his.car and just have him keep driving.

We stopped at my house and got out. My grandmas car wasnt there so I guess she mustve taken him out.

I went to the door and unlocked it.

"Nice place." He said.

"Thanks I live here with my grandma"

"Oh. Ready to rehearse?"

"Um before we start, I have something to say."

"Okay shoot."

I looked at him, just looked at him, and I got goosebumps. I needed to tell him, but I didnt know how.

"I just wanted to say um. . . Im glad were. . . together."

"I am too."

He said as he kissed me. But this time when he kissed me, he didnt stop.

He kept kissing me. As we kissed we slowly made our way over to the couch and sat down. But we kept kissing.

It was a pattern. Hed slowly kiss me, and Id kiss him back (more violently I might add), I put my hand in his chest and moved it down, slowly to the bottom of his shirt.

I ran my hand along the end of his shirt until I got under it, but before I could. . .

"Stop. We can't." He said

"Can't what?"

"Do. . . it."

"Im sorry. Im really really sorry. I know how you wanna be. I didnt mean to- - - "

"No its okay. I just didnt know you were like. . . that"

"Im not I swear. Ive been through things and it. . . changed me."

"Look its okay I just I cant do that. My parents are srtict Christians and I took an oath to. . . wait"

"I promise that this wont happen again. I feel reay bad now."

"Dont be sorry, Beautiful."

"Get over here."

He came to me and stayed. He held on to me like nothing happened.

"No one understands that I wanna wait. Except you. I- - - I love you."

As my reply, I kissed him. I kissed him good and hard, becuase thats all I was going to get from him tonight, and any other night.

We worked on our dance, and then he stayed a little longer.

"So. . . never?"

"Never. I have Never been kissed except you and I have never had sex. I know nothing about sex and on my wedding night Ill probably be cluless."

"Wow."

He looked at me for a moment and kissed me.

"I have to go, goodnight. . . beautiful."

I grabbed him as he tried getting up and kissed him some more. . .

He left an hour later.

"I really have to go now okay?"

"No you dont."