I'm being bullied already this school year. But I'm not surprised. My brother has tics and his tic attacks give me anxiety. I have autism, and my other older brother is HORRIBLE. My sister and teacher are the only ones that care about me at all. Why not my parents? You might ask, because they are h0m0ph0b!c and I am pansexual and trans. I can't sleep at night because of the fear of what happens the next day. Thats why I have my lamb. So that I can actually sleep at night. I think of it as something that accepts me for who I am and doesn't scream at me and hit me.
Nobody likes me. And I realized that in first grade. My autism makes me seem like an idiot and my sister only shows up every weekend. So during the actual week, I don't have her to help me through everything. I'm almost 18. I should be able to deal with this by myself, but I can't. I just can't. How should I spend the rest of my life now that I'm so close to being an adult and can't move on? I ask myself that every day.
Can you answer my question?
