Tomorrow isn't promised

The note

The note says When I think about not seeing your or the boys it makes me not want to die because I used to see you everyday and now when I die I won't be able to see you or my family for a long time. I really hope you don't lie around doing nothing all day I hope you sing more songs together and I really hope you don't lose your memory of you and me so quickly or don't forget me at all. Here's a sad song that summarizes my life before I died.
If you see the boy I used to be
Could you tell him that I'd like to find him
And if you see the shell that's left of me
Could you spare him a little kindness

'Cause I've been high and I've been low
I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go
Please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I broken?
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I
Just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human?
Or am I something else?
'Cause I'm so scared and there's no one
there
To save me from the nightmare that I call myself

I tried everything and anything
But nothing seems to work quite like it should Between the madness and the apathy Seems there's nothing left inside of me that's good

'Cause I've been high and I've been low
I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go
Please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I broken?
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I
Just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human?
Or am I something else?
'Cause I'm so scared and there's no one
there
To save me from the nightmare that I call
myself

Am I broken?
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I
Just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human?
Or am I something else?
'Cause I'm so scared and there's no one there
To save me from the nightmare that I call
myself
I'm going to miss you all so much when I'm gone. Love you all.
Louis asked crying "Why does he think that do one cares about him as he said in the song" his parents said "I don't know but it's getting late you can sleep in Nialls bed to remember him and we can call your friends to come down tomorrow since we had a long day. Good night Louis" Louis said "Good night".