🦋☁️Pregame DRV3 chatfic☁️🦋(discontinued)

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I can't do it anymore.

I hate this book

I hate my classmates

I hate school

I hate my mom

I hate myself

I hate everyone

Why does everyone in my class asks me to draw them something everyday? My hands hurts so much, i can't even write correctly because of this.

Why does everyone keep making fun of me behind my back?

Why doesn't my mother help me overcome my trauma? she just complains.

Why do i feel like my friends are just using me?

Why does no one read this book anymore? i'm trying to make it better but it's getting boring and i don't know what to do anymore.

Why am i so boring?

Why am i so wreid?

Why doesn't my mother accept me?

Why does she keep saying it's just a phase?

Why did my best friend left me?

Why did i fell in love with her?

What is wrong with me?

Why can't i just be happy?

Why did she betray me?

Why her and not me?

Am i too dramatic?

Why does my mother keep saying my cousin is better than me?

I'm so tried of being the class therapist.

I just wanna grow up and leave everyone behind.

I just wanna be with my online friends.

I don't wanna be kind

But my whole personality is litterally build up around kindness

Why do my irl friends talk behind my back?

Why are they fake?

Why can't i stand up for myself?

Why does everyone keep sayng my trigger words?

Why do they make fun of my trauma?

Why can't they stop using my deadname?

My name is not Alice.

Im not a loser.

Im not fat.

Im not wreid.

Im not annoying.

Im not dumb.

I'm just a kid..